Hello everyone,
I have a situation for which I could really use some solid advice based on Christian doctrine and not worldly "feel good" principles that seem in fashion today.
I'm in grad school right now, but I've fallen head over heels for a girl who is a non-believer. I took the advice of a fellow Christian friend from many years back and stopped studying with her. I even took it upon myself on a couple of occasions to avoid her when I felt that her being around would only make me stumble in my heart.
I thought things would just pan through over time and she'd just forget about me since we weren't all that close. Before I started following my friend's advice, I'd just been studying with her for a month and had been hanging out with her and her friends on 3 different occasions. Note that we really weren't all that close. Just playmates, though she DID do a fair amount of flirting in the beginning.
I don't know whether I've angered her or hurt her feelings. I'm afraid she may have recently witnessed me leaving the library room as soon as she entered it. I've also on a few occasions randomly caught her looking over at me until I look back at her. I'm pretty sure she's not interested, as she's lately been a bit distant too.
What exactly should I do now? I'm beginning to wonder whether I've hurt her feelings by avoiding her on and off. I recognize that my infatuation isn't really something that glorifies God, and I've taken the first step to really get myself out of it. I had a non-believing friend advise me to confront her and tell her my situation. Problem is my grad school is like a small town--it's just 3 buildings with a small student body. Gossip travels fast, and I'm always wary of what I do/say daily as I expect many of my classmates to be my future colleagues. I'd really like to avoid the route of confronting her directly about this as I don't see it ending well!
What is the Christian male's path in this regard? What do I do? I don't really have strong sources of accountability where I am.
I have a situation for which I could really use some solid advice based on Christian doctrine and not worldly "feel good" principles that seem in fashion today.
I'm in grad school right now, but I've fallen head over heels for a girl who is a non-believer. I took the advice of a fellow Christian friend from many years back and stopped studying with her. I even took it upon myself on a couple of occasions to avoid her when I felt that her being around would only make me stumble in my heart.
I thought things would just pan through over time and she'd just forget about me since we weren't all that close. Before I started following my friend's advice, I'd just been studying with her for a month and had been hanging out with her and her friends on 3 different occasions. Note that we really weren't all that close. Just playmates, though she DID do a fair amount of flirting in the beginning.
I don't know whether I've angered her or hurt her feelings. I'm afraid she may have recently witnessed me leaving the library room as soon as she entered it. I've also on a few occasions randomly caught her looking over at me until I look back at her. I'm pretty sure she's not interested, as she's lately been a bit distant too.
What exactly should I do now? I'm beginning to wonder whether I've hurt her feelings by avoiding her on and off. I recognize that my infatuation isn't really something that glorifies God, and I've taken the first step to really get myself out of it. I had a non-believing friend advise me to confront her and tell her my situation. Problem is my grad school is like a small town--it's just 3 buildings with a small student body. Gossip travels fast, and I'm always wary of what I do/say daily as I expect many of my classmates to be my future colleagues. I'd really like to avoid the route of confronting her directly about this as I don't see it ending well!
What is the Christian male's path in this regard? What do I do? I don't really have strong sources of accountability where I am.