My mother passed away when I was only 21 after a very long struggle and bout with cancer most of my life... she was/is still my...? well besides Jesus and God I mean, etc... But and/or anyway, very excellent mother and good Godly mother/person, and absolutely everyone thought so/knew so/knew it, etc, fought hard and stayed around until the very end, always kept her head up and remained a very good person always to the very end regardless, etc, many say "for me", I was her only child, etc, but and/or anyway, my "guiding light in life" I guess you could say, etc, and still is down to this very day, etc...