That isn't what faith is. A good working definition of faith can be found in Hebrews 11:1 - "
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. "
Faith doesn't need to be blind faith. Dr.William Lane Craig's ministry is called
Reasonable Faith. You should look into his
website, you may find it more beneficial than here.
There is substance and evidence to a Christian's faith. But at the end of the day, it is still faith, not knowledge.
The level of evidence you seem to be requiring is nothing short of a physical manifestation of God in front of you actually speaking. Honestly, I don't think anyone on this forum is ever going to be able to satisfy you in regards to the level of evidence you're seeking.
Have you read Mere Christianity, by CS. Lewis? It was the moral argument that actually lead him towards Christ, and he goes into it in his book. I would recommend reading it if you have not.