99% of what goes on Sunday was made up by the early “Christians” in an effort to make people feel comfortable(and that’s the nicest reason of all).
All done under the guise of pulling one passage here and there to make their point of what they wanted to do.
So I do believe your right in how you feel(even if you don’t fully understand why you feel that way).
Thing is, going to a Saturday ‘worship’ wouldn’t be any different. The same things would happen, just a different day. Pharisees did the same thing to the Sabbath as what happened when Sunday was instituted.
I disregard it all personally. I often think about what it was like for Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He was their God and referred to as such.
I do fellowship at a local Baptist church. It’s local, and my friends and neighbors go there also. I don’t go because I feel it’s right, I go because of the people there.
I figure Jesus went to the synagogue and sat with the very people who wanted to kill Him. At least the people where I meet don’t want to kill me...that I know of.