hi kimberlyb891, i read your post on the first page of this thread and i have felt the same way, im 20 yrs old now and im a biology premed student in college and sometimes i am very tired and just want some time to lay down and get a break from doing anything, i felt that maybe i wasnt a christian because i didnt read my bible or pray enough. i wasnt growing at all, i tried to be a christian out of my own strength, but it didnt work , because there is nothing good in the flesh and we cant live the christian life alone, and i learned this the hard way. i failed in many areas such as being patient, reading my bible, loving unbelievers, trusting God, the only thing we can do is go to God because when we are weak He is strong, remember, the bible says :he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion till the day of judgement, God will present you spotless before himself and his Son, Jesus, i can tell that you are a true christian, alot of ppl who claim to be christian dont care that they dont read the bible or care about following Christ, they just confess Christ but live as the world and dont feel convicted about living in sin, your lifestyle and your concern for your salvation shows that you are truly a christian, you actually care and that is Great! Congrats to you on becoming a mother, your child is blessed to have a mother that loves the Lord! God bless you. God loves you!
