Am I going to hell? :(

[DiscipleEthan]

I was pressured into saying the sinner's prayer and was thought to be saved, but then I turned away because I didn't know what I was getting myself into and I didn't want to make that decision right away. So after that, I ended up saying some nasty things about Jesus Christ such as saying that Jesus is the devil in disguise. Now that I believe without a doubt in Jesus Christ, am I still forgiven? I'm a little scared right now

 

[MehGuy]

Aww, reminds me of my Christian youth..

 

[Messy]

I was pressured into saying the sinner's prayer and was thought to be saved, but then I turned away because I didn't know what I was getting myself into and I didn't want to make that decision right away. So after that, I ended up saying some nasty things about Jesus Christ such as saying that Jesus is the devil in disguise. Now that I believe without a doubt in Jesus Christ, am I still forgiven? I'm a little scared right now

Yes, I've said worse things and He forgave me too.
1 John 1:9
9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

 

[MehGuy]

I think you're thinking of blasphemy of the holy ghost.

 

[DiscipleEthan]

I think you're thinking of blasphemy of the holy ghost.

Yeah, that's what I'm worried about

 

[MehGuy]

Been there.

Happened to me at a Christian conference. Worst couple of days of my life. Came close to vomiting. A year later I was no longer a Christian.

 

[Messy]

Yeah, that's what I'm worried about

Don't worry. I even said to the Holy Spirit that He was a devil when I was just saved and a bit angry and nuts. The pharisees blasphemed the Holy Spirit willingly and had absolutely no regret. I heard a preacher say: if you feel sorry about a sin it's not the unforgiveable sin.

 

[Bobthemotorcycle]

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[Bobthemotorcycle]

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[Bobthemotorcycle]

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[Nanopants]

Wat?

Uh, worst case "the measure you use will be measured back to you."

Did you send Jesus to hell? No? Good.

 

[Sketcher]

Yeah, that's what I'm worried about

"All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away." - John 6:37

Come to him, confess and renounce it. You literally have nothing to lose. Besides, I don't think what you said/did can compare with the Pharisees who saw Jesus perform a miracle they could not deny, and rather than believe, they turned around and claimed it was the devil instead.