am confused

[Lily76_]

Am very confused right now , i love my husband and i love my friends but because of who they are (there LGBT one of them is a minster of my church and i see him nearly everyday)
i am fighting with who i am everyday i feel they want me to be transgender male but i feel female but i still want to be friends with them and i want to be friends with everyone on this forum the minster tell me not to come here but i want friends
i want everyone to be my friend in fact i want 6 billion people to be my friend the whole world
but am i being silly i have learning disability i love everyone so much
but i cant cope with being male unsure what to do

 

[Messerve]

Am very confused right now , i love my husband and i love my friends but because of who they are (there LGBT one of them is a minster of my church and i see him nearly everyday)
i am fighting with who i am everyday i feel they want me to be transgender male but i feel female but i still want to be friends with them and i want to be friends with everyone on this forum the minster tell me not to come here but i want friends
i want everyone to be my friend in fact i want 6 billion people to be my friend the whole world
but am i being silly i have learning disability i love everyone so much
but i cant cope with being male unsure what to do

You should really find a new church and distance yourself from these friends. It isn't healthy to spend time around people who pull you away from God - especially if you're beginning to question your own identity which you never second-guessed before! That is a huge warning sign that you need to make a change right now.

If Jesus were alive today, he would definitely treat LGBT people with respect, but He wouldn't be ok with them living those lifestyles. There are plenty of places in the Bible where it makes clear that sexual relationships are only supposed to be between a man and woman. This is why I suggest you find a different church as well, because if the minister is LGBT, I don't think you are hearing biblical teaching.

 

[fhansen]

Am very confused right now , i love my husband and i love my friends but because of who they are (there LGBT one of them is a minster of my church and i see him nearly everyday)
i am fighting with who i am everyday i feel they want me to be transgender male but i feel female but i still want to be friends with them and i want to be friends with everyone on this forum the minster tell me not to come here but i want friends
i want everyone to be my friend in fact i want 6 billion people to be my friend the whole world
but am i being silly i have learning disability i love everyone so much
but i cant cope with being male unsure what to do

Be yourself-who God created you to be. Trying to please everyone or being all things to all people is the sin of pride really. There's no need-you're perfect the way you are. We just need to accept and love ourselves. Then we can better love and help others as well.

 

[Lily76_]

am hoping to break free the minster of the lgbt is away at the moment but he makes me feel like am crazy when am not

 

[Messerve]

am hoping to break free the minster of the lgbt is away at the moment but he makes me feel like am crazy when am not

Yeah now would be a good time I think. no sense in delaying really. I'm sure you can find a better church that actually studies and applies the Scriptures instead of trying to make it say what they want...

 

[PROPHECYKID]

am hoping to break free the minster of the lgbt is away at the moment but he makes me feel like am crazy when am not

Go as far away as you can.

 

[bèlla]

It sounds like the deeper issue is the bonds you’ve formed. If you’ve felt accepted and been treated well it’s understandable why separating would be hard.

I think it’s important to face our weaknesses. This doesn’t mean you’re defeated. But it does mean the area you’re struggling with most of all is the same as theirs. But they’ve accepted their behavior.

It’s inevitable that you’ll be encouraged to take a similar path. This doesn’t mean they wish to cause you pain. But your perspectives are opposite. And since this isn’t an area of strength you are susceptible to their influence much more.

If you try to please your friends you will surrender your belief. Up until this point you’ve remained as you are. But the longer you’re in their presence the greater the likelihood you’ll give in.

Have you considered the consequences? In your life, with the people you know and so on? This is a serious step. If you value your peace of mind don’t take it.