Afraid of idolization

[savinghopexx]

I am talking to a guy and I really like him we talk daily. Sometimes I get annoyed and upset when we argue and he doesn’t answer my texts. Is it bad that him not answering me has an impact on my emotions? It does make me annoyed but I try my best not to project it on others. I have had several guys ghost me in the past so I think that’s why I get so upset and annoyed when it happens. I believe that I am putting God before him though. I make sure to make time for God each day and my time with God has not been impacted in any way. We are hoping to date so I am not sure if I am idolizing him or not, like I said I make sure and try to put God first in my life but sometimes that worry still creeps in. I am just scared of dating him and going for it when I am idolizing him, I really not sure. Advice?