Afraid I committed the unforgivable sin, Help!

[Scared but trusting God]

I feel so scared right now because I think I committed the unpardonable sin. I have asked God for forgiveness so many times. So, I felt a conviction to share a video about God to people. Then, I got a thought that said “it will get you to heaven.” I know this is not true because we are saved by faith, not works. I thought this was the devil for a second. Then I thought that if I share the video, I would be following the devil. I know this is not true. I now realize it was just a random untrue thought that came to my head. Now my mind is convincing me that if I share the video I’m following the devil. I’m so scared that I attributed/ am attributing the work of the Holy Spirit to the devil. Please help!

 

[Tolworth John]

I feel so scared right now because I think I committed the unpardonable sin. I have asked God for forgiveness so many times. So, I felt a conviction to share a video about God to people. Then, I got a thought that said “it will get you to heaven.” I know this is not true because we are saved by faith, not works. I thought this was the devil for a second. Then I thought that if I share the video, I would be following the devil. I now realize it was just a random untrue thought that came to my head. I’m so scared that I attributed the work of the Holy Spirit to the devil. Please help!

Welcome.
Please use Google to find 25 tips for successful treating your OCD. Whether you have OCD is not the point this article written by a psychiatrist has tips on coping with intrusive thoughts, which will help you.
It has one tip I will quote.
" You are Responsible for your treatment of intrusive thoughts! "
So please make reading and discussing this article with your therapist a priority.
Intrusive thoughts are not real, yes they are very real to you but they do not affect your salvation or your relationships with other people unless you let them.

God knows that your mind isn't working properly, that it generates these daft thoughts.
He will not judge you for them, any more than he will judge a man with a broken leg for not going to church. Does that mean anything to you?

Please read the article and rather than pester God for the forgiveness he has already given you, try thanking him for it.

 

[SarahsKnight]

God knows that your mind isn't working properly, that it generates these daft thoughts.

Please read the article and rather than pester God for the forgiveness he has already given you, try thanking him for it.

I think Tolworth John has the right of it in these responses, @Scared but trusting God . God is not out to get you or trick you or even make it easy for you to commit an evil act that would forever condemn you as unsaved or unforgivable. It seems that you realize this to at least dome degree, and that is good. Perhaps it's just that what you know in your heart to be true has a hard time getting all the way to your head and thoughts, sometimes. This kind of OCD is very difficult to live with, I know.

 

[Refirened]

I think this could help as this guy experienced something similar and got through it and went on to create a ministry. The speaker explains how he came under an extreme attack from the enemy trying to make him believe he had blasphemed the Holy Spirit because of the enemy firing of terrible thoughts in his head towards God that really upset him. He explains it in the link below from 4:44 onwards.

 

[Mari17]

I feel so scared right now because I think I committed the unpardonable sin. I have asked God for forgiveness so many times. So, I felt a conviction to share a video about God to people. Then, I got a thought that said “it will get you to heaven.” I know this is not true because we are saved by faith, not works. I thought this was the devil for a second. Then I thought that if I share the video, I would be following the devil. I know this is not true. I now realize it was just a random untrue thought that came to my head. Now my mind is convincing me that if I share the video I’m following the devil. I’m so scared that I attributed/ am attributing the work of the Holy Spirit to the devil. Please help!

How can you treat this as OCD?