>>Is this really adultry even if I'm equally found of them both and don't want either lost. Selfish, yes, but not as serious as hurting her mother again.
The Bible refers to it as wickedness and it is worthy of death. If you do not repent of your sin, then you will end up in the lake of fire, which is the second death. We live in a age of grace so you are given a chance to repent.
Leviticus 20:14 If a man marries a woman and her mother, it is wickedness. They shall be burned with fire, both he and they, that there may be no wickedness among you.
Leviticus 18:17 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of a woman and her daughter, neither shalt thou take her son's daughter, or her daughter's daughter, to uncover her nakedness; for they are her near kinswomen: it is wickedness.
There is a difference between love and lust. If you loved her, you would repent of your wickedness and encourage her to do the same. Even your wife needs to repent.
Today is the day and now is the time of salvation. Now is the time God is wanting to do a work in your life. Do not put it off, because He maynot give you another chance tomorrow. It's not to late to know the love, mercy, grace and forgiveness of God. He can wash and cleanse you off all your sin through the Blood of Jesus.
Apart from the Blood of Jesus, we have no hope. He died for us, in our place so that we could be redeemed and restored.
It's your choice, it's your call. There are demons, who are telling you the lies of the devil. You need to quit listening to them and send them away. It is the truth that sets us free and we need to abide in the truth.
If you abide in those lies, you will die in your sin. If you repent and abide in the truth, you will live. As for me, I hope you repent and join the family of God and abide with us in the love of God. Thanks, JohnR7
Rev. 22:17 And the Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" And let him who thirsts come. Whoever desires, let him take the water of life freely.