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A poem for my Danny
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Hello my love.
I see we had our first visitor here last night.
I don't think she read it, so I don't think she meant
to violate our time.
She posted the same thing for everyone.
I'm doing better Danny. I seem to be getting stronger
and stronger with each passing day.
I still hate the fact that you're gone,
but there is nothing I can do about that.
God left me here for a reason,
and I have to start living again so that I can fullfill
that reason.
It's been hard without you Danny. I have missed you so much.
Your dad is starting to feel better. I pray everyday that he'll make it for the wedding. Only two months left to go.
I don't know how I'll handle that one. Katrina has always been my life line to you. Now she's all grown up, getting married, and moving far away. I'm happy for her, but I'm sad too. I pray that everything will work out for her, and she'll have a very happy, healthy, succesfull life. (And give me grandkids). Plenty of grandkids. And I hope everyone of them look like you.
I love you Danny.
Give yourself a big hug from me, K?
I see we had our first visitor here last night.
I don't think she read it, so I don't think she meant
to violate our time.
She posted the same thing for everyone.
I'm doing better Danny. I seem to be getting stronger
and stronger with each passing day.
I still hate the fact that you're gone,
but there is nothing I can do about that.
God left me here for a reason,
and I have to start living again so that I can fullfill
that reason.
It's been hard without you Danny. I have missed you so much.
Your dad is starting to feel better. I pray everyday that he'll make it for the wedding. Only two months left to go.
I don't know how I'll handle that one. Katrina has always been my life line to you. Now she's all grown up, getting married, and moving far away. I'm happy for her, but I'm sad too. I pray that everything will work out for her, and she'll have a very happy, healthy, succesfull life. (And give me grandkids). Plenty of grandkids. And I hope everyone of them look like you.
I love you Danny.
Give yourself a big hug from me, K?
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I need to vent Danny, and you're the only one I can talk to. I don't understand. I just don't understand why you had to die, and why I have to be married to this man that I'm married to. I'm trying real hard here Danny. I really am.
Amanda's birthday was yesterday. He promised he would be home Tuesday night. He was supposed to get here birthday present on Wednesday because she wanted a TV, and it wouldn't fit into my little car. I put a roast in the crock pot Tuesday morning so that he would have a nice supper when he got home. When I got home from work he wasn't here, so I made the potato's, and biscuits. He still wasn't home, so I called him. He stayed to work. He didn't even bother to call and let us know that he wasn't coming home. On top of that he also told us that he wouldn't be home until Thursday (today). He missed his own daughters birthday. We had to put supper in the fridge and run out to get here TV so that she would have it by Wednesday. Surprise Amanda! Happy early birthday. Sorry you won't have anything to unwrap for tomorrow.
Both girls left this morning for TN. He promised them that he would leave early and meet them for lunch to give Amanda some spending money while she's there. Of course he didn't offer to give any money to Katrina. She's your daughter, not his. Never mind that he raised her since she was three. Anyhow, he never showed up. The girls called me all upset because they had been waiting for him for a good hour. I told them to call him, and he said that he decided to do a little work before coming home. So now they're in TN with no spending cash. I did give Katrina some money for gas before she left, so at least they'll have that.
Here it is almost going on eight o'clock, and he still isn't home. He won't be home until after midnight. So now he'll have tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday at home before he has to go back for the next two weeks. He won't even have time to get the yard in order, much less fix the bathroom that has been broken for a year now.
Katrina gets married in two months. This house is in total disarray, and there is no way I'm going to be able to paint, fix the bathroom, clean and do the yard work by the time people start arriving.
I'm so mad Danny.
It just isn't fair. Why did you have to leave me? Why couldn't you have survived that accident? I did. Katrina did. Why couldn't you? I was supposed to spend my life with you. We were supposed to grow old together. Remember? Don't you remember all the plans we made? Don't you remember that you told me you'd never leave me? You promised Danny! It's not fair! It's just so not fair!
I miss you so much right now that I just want to scream. you were my husband, my bestfriend, my everything. And now I have nothing. Nothing. I miss you.
Amanda's birthday was yesterday. He promised he would be home Tuesday night. He was supposed to get here birthday present on Wednesday because she wanted a TV, and it wouldn't fit into my little car. I put a roast in the crock pot Tuesday morning so that he would have a nice supper when he got home. When I got home from work he wasn't here, so I made the potato's, and biscuits. He still wasn't home, so I called him. He stayed to work. He didn't even bother to call and let us know that he wasn't coming home. On top of that he also told us that he wouldn't be home until Thursday (today). He missed his own daughters birthday. We had to put supper in the fridge and run out to get here TV so that she would have it by Wednesday. Surprise Amanda! Happy early birthday. Sorry you won't have anything to unwrap for tomorrow.
Both girls left this morning for TN. He promised them that he would leave early and meet them for lunch to give Amanda some spending money while she's there. Of course he didn't offer to give any money to Katrina. She's your daughter, not his. Never mind that he raised her since she was three. Anyhow, he never showed up. The girls called me all upset because they had been waiting for him for a good hour. I told them to call him, and he said that he decided to do a little work before coming home. So now they're in TN with no spending cash. I did give Katrina some money for gas before she left, so at least they'll have that.
Here it is almost going on eight o'clock, and he still isn't home. He won't be home until after midnight. So now he'll have tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday at home before he has to go back for the next two weeks. He won't even have time to get the yard in order, much less fix the bathroom that has been broken for a year now.
Katrina gets married in two months. This house is in total disarray, and there is no way I'm going to be able to paint, fix the bathroom, clean and do the yard work by the time people start arriving.
I'm so mad Danny.
It just isn't fair. Why did you have to leave me? Why couldn't you have survived that accident? I did. Katrina did. Why couldn't you? I was supposed to spend my life with you. We were supposed to grow old together. Remember? Don't you remember all the plans we made? Don't you remember that you told me you'd never leave me? You promised Danny! It's not fair! It's just so not fair!I miss you so much right now that I just want to scream. you were my husband, my bestfriend, my everything. And now I have nothing. Nothing. I miss you.
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Hey Dano.
It's a new day, and I'm feeling a little better.
Not so much anger inside.
I still don't understand,
but I guess I never will.
So I'll take a deep breath,
and just deal with it.
Can you believe almost 200 people have read these?
They must think I'm crazy.
I don't care.
I love you
And I miss you
You are and you will always be
the love of my life.
I can't wait to see you in Heaven.
Love you Danny.
It's a new day, and I'm feeling a little better.
Not so much anger inside.
I still don't understand,
but I guess I never will.
So I'll take a deep breath,
and just deal with it.
Can you believe almost 200 people have read these?
They must think I'm crazy.
I don't care.
I love you
And I miss you
You are and you will always be
the love of my life.
I can't wait to see you in Heaven.
Love you Danny.
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Hi Danny.
For some reason today is rough.
My heart feels empty,
and a have a lump in my throat,
and tears in my eyes.
I don't know why some days are good,
and others are bad.
I don't know why you had to die.
And, I don't know why I'm here without you.
Life just seems so useless.
So pointless.
So out of control.
I just want the hurt to go away.
Is that too much to ask?
I want to feel joy again.
I want to know what it's like to be truly happy.
I haven't felt that way in so long now.
I want your arms around me,
and I want to be able to look up into your eyes.
I want to laugh, talk, and share my days with you.
I want to cook your dinner,
and sit on the couch with you watching TV.
I want for you to be the last person I see at night,
and the first person I see each morning.
I WANT TO WAKE UP AND HAVE THIS NIGHTMARE BE OVER
For some reason today is rough.
My heart feels empty,
and a have a lump in my throat,
and tears in my eyes.
I don't know why some days are good,
and others are bad.
I don't know why you had to die.
And, I don't know why I'm here without you.
Life just seems so useless.
So pointless.
So out of control.
I just want the hurt to go away.
Is that too much to ask?
I want to feel joy again.
I want to know what it's like to be truly happy.
I haven't felt that way in so long now.
I want your arms around me,
and I want to be able to look up into your eyes.
I want to laugh, talk, and share my days with you.
I want to cook your dinner,
and sit on the couch with you watching TV.
I want for you to be the last person I see at night,
and the first person I see each morning.
I WANT TO WAKE UP AND HAVE THIS NIGHTMARE BE OVER
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Actually, you are my angel.
I love you so very much Danny.
I always have,
and I always will.
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Hear me cry oh Lord.
Hear me cry.
I WANT MY DANNY!
I NEED MY DANNY!
Please God?
Won't you please give him back to me?
Hear me cry.
I WANT MY DANNY!
I NEED MY DANNY!
Please God?
Won't you please give him back to me?
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This is my 1000th post Danny.
I wanted to share it with you.
You are the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. I don't regret for a moment loving you.
We didn't have much time, but the time we had was so precious, and so wonderful. You taught me what love was. I will never, ever love anyone as much as I love you.
You will always be the one who fills my heart.
You will always be my true husband.
My first love.
My bestfriend.
I love you today as I loved you yesterday, and as I will love you all the days of my life.
I LOVE YOU DANNY 
I wanted to share it with you.
You are the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. I don't regret for a moment loving you.
We didn't have much time, but the time we had was so precious, and so wonderful. You taught me what love was. I will never, ever love anyone as much as I love you.
You will always be the one who fills my heart.
You will always be my true husband.
My first love.
My bestfriend.
I love you today as I loved you yesterday, and as I will love you all the days of my life.
I LOVE YOU DANNY
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Dear Heavenly Father please allow me to wake up soon and have my life back. This nightmare has gone on for too long now. I need my Danny God. I need him. Won't you please make it go away? Won't you please give him back to me?
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April 1, 1987.
I remember that day. It was that day 19 years ago that our nightmares bagun.
It was that day when you walked through the door and told me you had cancer.
It was that day the rollercoaster of the next five months begun.
And now, 19 years later, it all comes back to me. Just like it does every year.
With each passing day now it will get harder and harder to breath. I will rememer every detail of what we went through. Every test, every surgery, every word the doctors told us. I'll remember right up until that tragic day. And than I'll crumble.
Will it ever end Danny? Will the pain ever stop?
I remember that day. It was that day 19 years ago that our nightmares bagun.
It was that day when you walked through the door and told me you had cancer.
It was that day the rollercoaster of the next five months begun.
And now, 19 years later, it all comes back to me. Just like it does every year.
With each passing day now it will get harder and harder to breath. I will rememer every detail of what we went through. Every test, every surgery, every word the doctors told us. I'll remember right up until that tragic day. And than I'll crumble.
Will it ever end Danny? Will the pain ever stop?
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Shhhhh, this is my safe place
Shhhhh, this is my safe place.
A place where I can hide.
A place where I don't have to abide
to all the rules that people place on my head.
A place where my tears have a place to shead.
They tell me that I have to be strong,
That the way that I feel is oh so wrong.
But they weren't there.
They don't have to see
All the nightmares
That still haunt me.
I saw the windshield
Where his face hit three times.
There wasn't a trace of the face that I loved.
It was all in the windshield,
right up above.
His flesh, his skin, and even an eye.
I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.
Don't give me advise,
Or sympathy please.
Just let me write,
and have a chance to grieve.
Shhhhh, this is my safe place.
A place where I can hide.
A place where I don't have to abide
to all the rules that people place on my head.
A place where my tears have a place to shead.
They tell me that I have to be strong,
That the way that I feel is oh so wrong.
But they weren't there.
They don't have to see
All the nightmares
That still haunt me.
I saw the windshield
Where his face hit three times.
There wasn't a trace of the face that I loved.
It was all in the windshield,
right up above.
His flesh, his skin, and even an eye.
I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.
Don't give me advise,
Or sympathy please.
Just let me write,
and have a chance to grieve.
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I love you my Danny
And I miss you so much.
Oh how I long to feel your touch.
I see you in my dreams,
but you're not there when I wake up.
I quietly cry into my pillow.
No one knows the pain that I bare.
Sometimes I think that no one even cares.
Katrina will be getting married soon.
I'll try not to cry, but I know that I will.
Will you be watching her Danny?
Will you be on the other side of her walking her down the aisle?
When I cry will you sofly touch my face and wipe away my tears?
Will you hold me in your arms
so I won't be all alone.
I don't like it Danny.
I don't like it without you.
I never have,
and I never will.
I love you my Danny.
I love you so very much.
And I miss you so much.
Oh how I long to feel your touch.
I see you in my dreams,
but you're not there when I wake up.
I quietly cry into my pillow.
No one knows the pain that I bare.
Sometimes I think that no one even cares.
Katrina will be getting married soon.
I'll try not to cry, but I know that I will.
Will you be watching her Danny?
Will you be on the other side of her walking her down the aisle?
When I cry will you sofly touch my face and wipe away my tears?
Will you hold me in your arms
so I won't be all alone.
I don't like it Danny.
I don't like it without you.
I never have,
and I never will.
I love you my Danny.
I love you so very much.
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Two more days and our little girl will be married Danny.
Twelve more days and she'll be moving far away. My heart hurts right now. I'm losing the only part of you that I had left.
Help keep me strong Danny.
Know that I love you.
I always have,
and I always will.
Twelve more days and she'll be moving far away. My heart hurts right now. I'm losing the only part of you that I had left.
Help keep me strong Danny.
Know that I love you.
I always have,
and I always will.
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Your dad wore your shoes Danny.
He walked Katrina down the aisle in your shoes!
I felt you there.
I saw you on her other side,
and I felt your hand take mine
when the two of you sat down.
I know you were there.
We couldn't see you,
but your presence was everywhere.
I could feel your love.
The pain in my heart is almost more than I can bare right now. Saying good bye to your family knowing it will probably be the last time I'll ever see them again is just too much. I love them. I love them like they are my own family. My heart is sad, and I can't stop the tears from falling on my face.
Katrina leaves in eight days.
I've lost you,
I've lost your family,
and now I'm losing our daughter.
God will keep me strong.
I love you my Danny.
I love you with all heart and soul.
I always will.
One day I will see you again.
One day this pain will go away.
He walked Katrina down the aisle in your shoes!
I felt you there.
I saw you on her other side,
and I felt your hand take mine
when the two of you sat down.
I know you were there.
We couldn't see you,
but your presence was everywhere.
I could feel your love.
The pain in my heart is almost more than I can bare right now. Saying good bye to your family knowing it will probably be the last time I'll ever see them again is just too much. I love them. I love them like they are my own family. My heart is sad, and I can't stop the tears from falling on my face.
Katrina leaves in eight days.
I've lost you,
I've lost your family,
and now I'm losing our daughter.
God will keep me strong.
I love you my Danny.
I love you with all heart and soul.
I always will.
One day I will see you again.
One day this pain will go away.
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