It's funny how God sometimes works. I've been feeling so angry and upset about all the invents in my life lately. I just don't understand how are why God keeps allowing these things to happen. Why my life gets turned back upside down everytime I just get it right side up.
I ordered several new books from my Kindle this weeks. Eleven in total. All free of course since I can't afford anything else. Normally I go from the top of the list down to the bottom, but this time I picked one from the middle.
It was about several different families. One Jewish man who lost his wife the previous year and his journey to find his son who was in Hungary during Hitlers rain. Then there was the Christian family who lived upstairs. The wife/mom had also died the previous year. She died along with the Jewish mans wife. Both men were understandably angry at God. When the young widowed father decided to join the service and go to war he asked a family friend to move in and watch his children. The book told of all the different hardships all three familes went through and their struggles to even believe that God cared. Much less loved them.
In the end they learned that even though they couldn't see him, God was there through their hardships. That they couldn't see him nor did they understand why they had to go through the things they had to endure, but God was there beside them to see them through it. And in the end, everything was okay.
God is here with me. I don't understand the things happening in my life. Nor have I understood why you, my Danny, had to die. But God knows. And he's here beside me helping me through everything now. I just need to keep strong and believe that everything will turn out the way he's planned.
"Thank you God for all the blessings in my life. I know I tend to look on the negative side of things sometimes and to close my eyes to your beauty. Forgive me for that Father. Help me to see the all the wonder this world has to offer. Help me to be patient and strong during these rough times. For you and you alone know my heart. And you and you alone know my future. I praise you Lord. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen."
I ordered several new books from my Kindle this weeks. Eleven in total. All free of course since I can't afford anything else. Normally I go from the top of the list down to the bottom, but this time I picked one from the middle.
It was about several different families. One Jewish man who lost his wife the previous year and his journey to find his son who was in Hungary during Hitlers rain. Then there was the Christian family who lived upstairs. The wife/mom had also died the previous year. She died along with the Jewish mans wife. Both men were understandably angry at God. When the young widowed father decided to join the service and go to war he asked a family friend to move in and watch his children. The book told of all the different hardships all three familes went through and their struggles to even believe that God cared. Much less loved them.
In the end they learned that even though they couldn't see him, God was there through their hardships. That they couldn't see him nor did they understand why they had to go through the things they had to endure, but God was there beside them to see them through it. And in the end, everything was okay.
God is here with me. I don't understand the things happening in my life. Nor have I understood why you, my Danny, had to die. But God knows. And he's here beside me helping me through everything now. I just need to keep strong and believe that everything will turn out the way he's planned.
"Thank you God for all the blessings in my life. I know I tend to look on the negative side of things sometimes and to close my eyes to your beauty. Forgive me for that Father. Help me to see the all the wonder this world has to offer. Help me to be patient and strong during these rough times. For you and you alone know my heart. And you and you alone know my future. I praise you Lord. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen."
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