my hope was that in 2 years when I can collect SS I would find a fulltime job in a ministry as I know a lot of them cant pay much. I have been volunteering for a local place for ten years. I met with a missionary we support who is back from Africa and she told me about a position in her agency. Much to my surprise I interviewed and they are going to offer me a position. It's crazy how God works when we are open to His leading!