I have this deep desire to run and do mission work in the worst parts of our world. I want nothing more than to bring the love of Christ in tangible ways to the people who need it most. To share the gospel with the lowest of us.
Unfortunately, I am barely getting by financially. Also, I have health issues. I pray continually for healing. And I have told the Lord that even if all he ever has me do is show kindness to a cashier at Walmart, if that was my mission, that one thing, then I will be ever thankful for the chance to serve Him. But after surviving severe child abuse and gang violence I have a heart for the hurting. I lay in bed and night and cry at times, knowing that somewhere out there, there is a child suffering like I did. Sleeping hungry, bruised, in a cold alley. Wondering if he'she will be alive in the morning.
With such a strong calling in a particular direction, I wonder why the path has been so difficult and the Lord hasn't yet made this happen. My gift from God is so obviously the ability to empathize with the hurting. I just feel like this gift is being wasted. I believe He has the best plan. And I believe He will work things out for the best.
I ask that you pray for these things:
1. That I do not lose heart. Through the physical and mental setbacks. That I remain faithful and trust Him.
2. That the Lord would heal me, in His will, when the time is right. And meanwhile, that I am able to put myself to use in some way for the cause of the beautiful gospel and that I am able to reach people in need.
3. That financially things would improve. I am having trouble getting by day-by-day. As far as I know, mission trips cost a lot of money. If anyone has advice on this it would be so very much appreciated.
Thanks for your time and friendships.
Your brother, David
Unfortunately, I am barely getting by financially. Also, I have health issues. I pray continually for healing. And I have told the Lord that even if all he ever has me do is show kindness to a cashier at Walmart, if that was my mission, that one thing, then I will be ever thankful for the chance to serve Him. But after surviving severe child abuse and gang violence I have a heart for the hurting. I lay in bed and night and cry at times, knowing that somewhere out there, there is a child suffering like I did. Sleeping hungry, bruised, in a cold alley. Wondering if he'she will be alive in the morning.
With such a strong calling in a particular direction, I wonder why the path has been so difficult and the Lord hasn't yet made this happen. My gift from God is so obviously the ability to empathize with the hurting. I just feel like this gift is being wasted. I believe He has the best plan. And I believe He will work things out for the best.
I ask that you pray for these things:
1. That I do not lose heart. Through the physical and mental setbacks. That I remain faithful and trust Him.
2. That the Lord would heal me, in His will, when the time is right. And meanwhile, that I am able to put myself to use in some way for the cause of the beautiful gospel and that I am able to reach people in need.
3. That financially things would improve. I am having trouble getting by day-by-day. As far as I know, mission trips cost a lot of money. If anyone has advice on this it would be so very much appreciated.
Thanks for your time and friendships.
Your brother, David