ShirChadash
A Jew, by the grace and love of God. Come home!
Charles,
Sending a hug your way. You are also in my prayers. I tried to write you a post earlier this morning, had a nice long one written up for you basically telling you that, beloved brother, you are not alone... and I lost power so *poof* went my post. Nonetheless, I just wanted to encourage you... go buy some beautiful Messianic praise and worship, buy a journal, take a walk along the river/beach, cry and intercede, let your heart rest and retreat a while. I have been where you are (though I realize it isn't exact, perhaps)... angry, almost desperately frustrated. Henaynei said it so wisely:
"We have come to the conclusion that it is NOT our job to "build bridges" to the church but rather to be prepared to teach and nurture those who come out of her seeking Truth."
Error is so pervasive; it seems that, the requisite fingers-in-the-ears are not the only thing in the way, but the enemy also truly blinds those who are in error, to keep them in it yk? So many people are deeply entrenched in the pagan system which, often, brings people to a saving knowledge of Jesus and then... teaches them a wagonload of lies and error to boot. You are right to know you need a respite from the front-lines for a time... when it gets hard to hate the system and love its adherants, when the line between them blurs, we need rest. Bless you, Charles. You are a blessing here.
Sending a hug your way. You are also in my prayers. I tried to write you a post earlier this morning, had a nice long one written up for you basically telling you that, beloved brother, you are not alone... and I lost power so *poof* went my post. Nonetheless, I just wanted to encourage you... go buy some beautiful Messianic praise and worship, buy a journal, take a walk along the river/beach, cry and intercede, let your heart rest and retreat a while. I have been where you are (though I realize it isn't exact, perhaps)... angry, almost desperately frustrated. Henaynei said it so wisely:
"We have come to the conclusion that it is NOT our job to "build bridges" to the church but rather to be prepared to teach and nurture those who come out of her seeking Truth."
Error is so pervasive; it seems that, the requisite fingers-in-the-ears are not the only thing in the way, but the enemy also truly blinds those who are in error, to keep them in it yk? So many people are deeply entrenched in the pagan system which, often, brings people to a saving knowledge of Jesus and then... teaches them a wagonload of lies and error to boot. You are right to know you need a respite from the front-lines for a time... when it gets hard to hate the system and love its adherants, when the line between them blurs, we need rest. Bless you, Charles. You are a blessing here.
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