My responses to
@MehGuy address that in full. I acknowledge the duality in my personality.
Truthfully, your question is odd for several reasons.
We've never spoken intimately. Due to the absence of familiarity, I'm surprised you felt comfortable asking it. Let alone in public.
It isn't the sort of thing you'd say to a stranger. It can be taken in the wrong spirit. Their response may be unpleasant.
In light of that, I'm wondering how you traveled so far in your thoughts to compose a question to someone you don't know at all. One that many would consider insulting. You don't have a relationship with me to make that statement.
I take people as they are. You acknowledge a serious relationship with God. Oftentimes your comments differ from others. But I would never think you're trying to be a holy roller. I assume you love the Lord.
My mind would never go where yours has. I don't know you, your life, or your walk. I wouldn't boldly question your behavior based on limited information. Or give the impression its inauthentic. I don't think like that.
To be honest, I give little thought about what people are saying and doing. My attention and concern are directed towards the ones I'm invested in. You're welcome to believe whatever you want. Everyone has an opinion. But your thoughts don't affect me. If they did, I should log off.
Yours in His Service,
~Bella