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[musicalpilgrim]

I pray for you that the Lord will bless you richly and direct you in the ways that he wants you to go.

 

[alsughasoughaiuyfygh]

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[Lost4words]

I understand your struggles dear friend.

Offer them up to God. Ask Him to replace them with His grace.

May God lay His healing hands on you.

 

[.Mikha'el.]

Here I am again, struggling with just living. Not only do I have anxiety disorder, but I also seem to have symptoms of OCD and depression and it's all getting worse...it's no wonder my mind feels like such a mess more recently.

After I started spending less time on CF in March, I felt so much happier for a while that I thought simply spending too much time here was a lot of my problem and things would get better. But then on May 14 I suddenly fell into a terrible bout of depression that lasted for eight days. On May 23 I started feeling somewhat better, but I'm still not right. I'm still feeling kind of down a lot, sometimes for a reason and sometimes for no reason. I feel unhappy about so many things that never bothered me in the past and can't seem to control it.

I tend to feel unhappy because I'm tired of being bored a lot, of doing the same things every day, of not having enough time for things for some reason, of being way too impatient, of never sleeping well, of not feeling well/like myself, of not being like I used to be, etc. Many things that I used to enjoy and find fun now feel more like a chore or I don't feel like doing them because they're the same things I always do, for whatever reason. I don't know why I feel that way but, I don't want to. I really want to change, but I just don't seem to have the strength to do it.

That's my venting/ranting for now. Can you please pray for me? I hope that things can still improve somehow soon.