- Apr 21, 2017
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Baptist
- Marital Status
- Single
So being 52 and single is hard enough; but when you have a good idea why, it not only makes it suck but I've learn to hate myself and question how am i fearfully and wonderfully made?
So April 2017 finally after years of seeing my doctor who never notice this problem but thought my diabetes might be causing the problem that is when he 1st discover I was Type 2 diabetic but still after keeping my blood sugar in check it reared it ugly head time after time. That along with my high blood pressure he sent me to a specialist for this problem so I thought praise God maybe something can be done.
So I see the Specialist but 1st see her assistant says she notice nothing. So the Specialist walks in and I tell her how I have had people say to my face very rudely I STINK immediately after showering. She tells me she notices a smell, I think to myself thank God finally going to get somewhere with this. But she can't describe it. After geting tested and after so many bills I can't afford it.
So at work this morning pretty sure my boss made a statement referring to me smelling; after I showered.
The mental anguish this problem is causing me is limitless. If even after I shower I stink how am i fearfully or wonderfully made and why approach a gal if you have a good chance of offending her nose?
So perhaps I should say 52 and forever single. By the way for those who understand my last A1C reading was 8.8 way to high but I just don't care about my diet if I eat healthy and still smell. So it may be getting even higher.
God is to good to be unkind so very confuse as I receive His justice and wonder were is the sure mercies of Christ Jesus.
So April 2017 finally after years of seeing my doctor who never notice this problem but thought my diabetes might be causing the problem that is when he 1st discover I was Type 2 diabetic but still after keeping my blood sugar in check it reared it ugly head time after time. That along with my high blood pressure he sent me to a specialist for this problem so I thought praise God maybe something can be done.
So I see the Specialist but 1st see her assistant says she notice nothing. So the Specialist walks in and I tell her how I have had people say to my face very rudely I STINK immediately after showering. She tells me she notices a smell, I think to myself thank God finally going to get somewhere with this. But she can't describe it. After geting tested and after so many bills I can't afford it.
So at work this morning pretty sure my boss made a statement referring to me smelling; after I showered.
The mental anguish this problem is causing me is limitless. If even after I shower I stink how am i fearfully or wonderfully made and why approach a gal if you have a good chance of offending her nose?
So perhaps I should say 52 and forever single. By the way for those who understand my last A1C reading was 8.8 way to high but I just don't care about my diet if I eat healthy and still smell. So it may be getting even higher.
God is to good to be unkind so very confuse as I receive His justice and wonder were is the sure mercies of Christ Jesus.