Yes, you really did, and you can't see it.
You wrote on this forum that Flat Earth was a lot of nonsense.
You said that it would be hard to accept a globe earth having not believed it for so long but that you would ask God to help you.
You said, again, that with God's help you would get there.
That was your
public testimony: flat earth is a load of nonsense, I need God's help to be able to accept a globe earth, he'll be there for me and I'll get through it.
But you didn't.
One YouTube video and instead of asking God to help you to reject it/not watch it/stick to your word you said, "yay, I'm back on track; globe earth is a load of nonsense."
You
publicly said you would ask God for help, but you didn't. 2 Timothy 2:12: "if we disown him, he will also disown us".
You're apologising to God for doubting the Earth was flat - who cares? God doesn't.
What's far more serious is that you wrote a prayer on here in which you said sorry to God for doubting the moon landings, and yet you are now saying that your fellow Christians are liars and storytellers.
You don't get - or haven't read - the Scriptures which say that if anyone doesn't accept, speaks against or persecutes a disciple of Jesus, they are rejecting Jesus too. A Christian is someone who is born again, who accepts Jesus as their Saviour and Lord, who is filled with God's Holy Spirit and therefore has God inside them. A Christian is IN Christ, John 15:1-5. A Christian has been reconciled to God, is a member of his family and his child. You and Charles Duke have the same heavenly Father; you have both been saved, forgiven and blessed. And what is your reaction to your brother in Christ? "He's a storyteller who was paid to say what he did".
Have you also read the Scripture that says, "whoever says they love God but hates their brother or sister is a liar"? 1 John 4:19. You haven't met Charles Duke, but you watched his testimony and "honestly" believed him. God and read 1 John 4 - "whoever does not love his brother whom they have seen,
cannot love God, whom they have not seen", 1 John 4:20.
I don't believe that you'll give a serious answer to this you'll either ignore it, or pick on a minor phrase and mock it or post a stupid photo/YouTube clip which you believe proves something.
I no longer care.
You are mocking God; I -and others - have told you so, and you don't seem to care. Yes, it's an appalling thing for a Christian to do, but God is big enough to take care of himself. So you are on your own.
Believe the earth is a flat, 40,000-foot deep disc, a hexagon, a triangle or a globe - it makes no difference to the Gospel.
Bye.