I don't feel any guilt

What do you want to have changed?

Do you know The Four Spiritual Laws?

12344321 said:

I actually don't have any desire to know God.

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If you really want it you can ask Him for it.

Sabertooth said:

Do you know The Four Spiritual Laws?

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I've never heard of this. What is it?
It's not in English.

12344321 said:

I'm very selfish. I don't know how to be less so. I realize my intentions are only selfsh and I don't know what to do. I smile alot because I think, this will make me look good. I don't feel any conviction. I believe I am afraid to let my true thougts come to the surface becauae I will then realize how truly wicked I am.
I am only self serving and a liar. I realize I only try to preserve myself. I know my true intentions deep down. I actually don't have any desire to know God.

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Welcome to CF. Maybe, if your willing, ask for the desire. Got to start somewhere, you seem to be in despair. Ill pray for you.
Blessings

returntosender said:

I've never heard of this. What is it?
It's not in English.

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It's in Swedish, presumably because the OP is posting from Sweden. The Four Spiritual Laws is one of the classic gospel tracts.

returntosender said:

I've never heard of this. What is it?
It's not in English.

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PloverWing said:

It's in Swedish, presumably because the OP is posting from Sweden. The Four Spiritual Laws is one of the classic gospel tracts.

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Here it is in English...

PloverWing said:

It's in Swedish, presumably because the OP is posting from Sweden. The Four Spiritual Laws is one of the classic gospel tracts.

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Saber is not in Sweden

Sabertooth said:

Here it is in English...

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Thanks saber

returntosender said:

Saber is not in Sweden

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But the OP is.

12344321 said:

Yes but my selfishness is preventing me.

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@ c. Emerson: Does God give you everything you ask for?

Sabertooth said:

But the OP is.

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Correct but you gave the answer not the op

I noticed the OP changed the profile from female (with age 16) to female with no age. Does this matter?
As context, I have been in discussion with her in previous threads.

12344321 said:

I'm very selfish. I don't know how to be less so. I realize my intentions are only selfsh and I don't know what to do. I smile alot because I think, this will make me look good. I don't feel any conviction. I believe I am afraid to let my true thougts come to the surface becauae I will then realize how truly wicked I am.
I am only self serving and a liar. I realize I only try to preserve myself. I know my true intentions deep down. I actually don't have any desire to know God.

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Jesus did not die for perfection. Our motives don't need to be pure. As we lean on Jesus, He can change our motives, as we learn He really has the best for us. But I would say, don't focus on the evil in you, don't let it out so to speak, and be reverent and respectful before God. Our job is to submit to God, He will do the rest.

I know the feeling I sometimes feel my thoughts are wicked other times the think the same thoughts are perfectly normal and I suspect commen but best kept to myself

ukcrusader40 said:

I know the feeling I sometimes feel my thoughts are wicked other times the think the same thoughts are perfectly normal and I suspect commen but best kept to myself

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Perhaps it would be better to confess within the body of believers Jason. We're all in this together, to encourage and support one another for God's Glory. It could be helpful to allay any doubts you may have.
I'm working on sharing or confessing something here myself at the moment in response to a question posed in another thread. Something I need others' opinion on. I'm just trying to find the right words at the moment. Also, reading the other threads and thinking of responses for them isn't helping me achieve this either.

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

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You are probably right my friend