Yes, Manuel, I did not really answer your question in the above Post #4. But here I intend to be more on subject. The above is intended to be my background for things I might say about online dating and things you say, in more detail.
It stands right out, how you are a unique person; so this is something for you to enjoy discovering about . . . with God, of course
I just turned 30 and it suddenly hit me, that I'm not that young any longer.
We need to grow in Jesus, so we discover all God has for us. At any age, you can help others, using your experience which helps you to feel for others and share how God has made you able to do better and better with different things.
I don't get to meet that many women.
Well, first is we do well to share as family with God and with whomever we have as our Jesus family. And so, I understand it is good to greatly and deeply appreciate every moment with any really Christian person. Marriage can be a pretty big thing; but make sure we are appreciating any moment with any Jesus person, and enjoy and thank God for however we are loving any person who does not know God. And this loving can help to grow us and prepare us for more and bigger . . . whatever it is > it will be in God's own love . . . with God giving us increase, improvement to better and better loving, whether this includes marriage or has us in other very personal and intimate family sharing as God's children.
It is wise to share with our mature seniors, so we can feed on their example which can help us prepare for marriage and for any good that God has for us . . . whichever is the good He pleases to share with You >
"those who seek the LORD shall not lack any good thing." (in Psalm 34:10)
And this means now. If you are really seeking the LORD, now, you now are getting His good which is better than you would have known to look for. This is a basic "now" guarantee of truly seeking Jesus. You obey Him, He can only guide you into His good for you . . . in His loving, of course. If we seek God, He proves Himself
now.
So I was randomly invited to a Christian Facebook page for singles here in my country, I wonder how they found me! But I accepted, in the hopes that I might meet someone.
If God has you there, this is so you can love each person. And I will offer that our Christian love does not have us only looking for someone we can use for what we want. So, if you find yourself sharing with a real Christian lady, this is all you need to know . . . whether you date or marry or not > if God trusts you with a Christian person to share with, be appreciative of this and trust God to guide you. And share with others, too, but be ready with kindness and help for ones who are not right. Have compassion ready, and trust God to make you creative to minister.
A girl messaged me today, and said she could see that was new, and that I could write back if I wanted.
Trust God to guide you. Maybe tell her you don't know for sure what you are doing, there; and so you are not trying to push for anything serious. And invite her to tell you how her searching is going.
This is where it gets difficult for me. Because I'm clearly judging her profile and profile picture, to quickly make various assumptions. I can't tell if this is wrong, it seems shallow, but at the same time natural.
Well, if we are judging a not so cute person by her looks, yes this could be reason for me to be ashamed since Jesus wants me to specially love each and every person.
And Jesus does say >
"'Do not judge according to appearance, but judge with righteous judgment.'" John 7:24)
And how ever do you suppose you are going to deal with her becoming the way she could look when she is sixty or seventy?? Have you been sharing with mature senior Christian ladies and couples? This could help you to see how real love is.
I can't say I'm physical attracted. Does apperence matter to me? Yes if I'm being honest.
Well, I think it could be good for God to attract you, in any case, to the one you really belong with. And I think . . . according to my experience . . . how any woman can look attractive to the one she really belongs with. But the main attraction has to do with in our hearts and how we are able to relate, and is she the one you want to bring up children with you? ¿
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But it also put me in the situation, that I have to turn her down, possibly making her hurt.
In case God has you share with each other but He knows He will not put you together . . . each of you can learn and mature in how to love so you are more ready for someone yet to be discovered. God is trusting you with her. But if you don't trust yourself about this, you can honestly say you are not ready to talk seriously about even dating, I would say; you can tell her this, and you can share notes about different people you are meeting, maybe.
I feel like writing back, thanking her for reaching out and welcoming me. But I don't want to give her false hopes either.
Well, this can mean you don't trust her, maybe. But it seems you also do not trust yourself. So . . . God is the One to trust. And He can make you creative, right? Discover how you become with God and how this helps your sharing.
In my case, I think if I were online, I would first check near where I am. And I would want to visit a lady's church and be in her group . . . before even considering dating. I see dating as possibly isolating myself, when we need to share as family, in Jesus. And see if and how we get to know and to trust each other.
But this is not how I understand a number of very successful marriages started. But I do think it has helped me to love a number of genuine Christian ladies so I could grow in knowing how to love and share. And God's word has given me very helpful things about how to relate > including >
Ephesians 5:21
Mark 11:25
And any scripture can be used by God to feed us about how to love.