I will check out the link you gave thank you.
I am aware that Hebrews 6:4-6 is not referring to an actually born again person. But my concern is also, if I wasn’t truly saved before, does it mean it’s too late now. I remember repeatedly saying to God, “If I’m not truly saved, please save me”. During that period, I had been actively going to church, praying and reading the Bible (though, it felt more like religious duty than anything else) and I was afraid to tell others about what I was experiencing even when I felt something was wrong. Assuming it would be okay when I sinned if I just casually confessed my sin afterwards. A dangerous thing to do indeed. That’s why I was worried about the warning passages in Hebrews.
I don’t even know how I got back to this point of becoming more active in seeking the Lord again. It’s a miracle it has happened at all.
I have found comfort in scriptures dealing with forgiveness, such as John 6:37, Acts 10:43, Romans 15:3, Isaiah 1:18 or others. But my problem is, while I believe Christ is my only hope, and I trust my soul to Him and His Cross, I don’t know what to do about the thoughts I keep having telling me it’s over for me, or that I should give up.
Anyways, I actually did schedule a meeting with my pastor after work today, and I intend to come clean about these struggles with him and tell him about it.
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