I expect to just feel What everyone has called Gods presence so much that i feel Hurt or sad when i don’t.
Years ago, I was sharing with a church, and one day the pastor talked about forgiveness. As she was doing that, I started to sense the presence of the Lord. Then, another time, her assistant pastor started talking about how their denomination was superior to others; and right away I sensed the presence of that moment to depart, like a light had turned off.
forgiveness
Feed on forgiving. You can be sharing with Jesus, by forgiving with caring about people we forgive.
Yes we have failed; this is proof of how we need Jesus to do with us all we need and which God desires.
to just feel What everyone has called Gods presence
how does one overcome the feelings of feeling too much and being overcome by them?
Others here likely can give you more helpful answers. I can be more a knowledge and explanation person in how I answer things. But I will offer what I have, for however it can help >
"rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God." (1 Peter 3:4)
Years ago, I was in torment and confusion about how I was not straightened out with God. And I read how God wants Christian wives to have a
"meek and quiet spirit" (1 Peter 3:4) I thought about how I was so messed up, and I sure could do well to have a
"meek and quiet spirit", instead. But that scripture was written to women, and I was a man!! Oh-oh; I couldn't change myself to become a woman, to be sure. So, I was worried. But then I thought of how Jesus says He is
"meek and lowly in heart" (Matthew 11:29), which could be like to being
"meek and quiet" in spirit; so then I was encouraged that possibly God was still interested in me, and first I was seeing my need.
And now I feed on scripture which says to be quiet and confident and still and know God is God. And
trust Him to have me His way. If mean and nasty and selfish things get the better of me and my attention, I can wait and trust God to clear me of such anti-love things, and change me into how I can be loving, instead, and caring in prayer for any and all people . . . doing this all loving in sharing with Him.
By forgiving, by loving, we can be sharing with Jesus, not only feeling Him!
"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." (Ephesians 4:31-32)
So, if you have friends who actually experience Jesus, this is very good. Be glad you know these people. And trust Jesus to do with you what He does with all of us. We have all needed correction. No one has all along been a finished product, but our Apostle Paul says
"we all once" "were by nature children of wrath, just as the others." (in Ephesians 2:3)
So, you might talk with anyone who is genuine, about what has helped him or her. And like I say, spend time with mature seniors of faith and love and holiness. Feed on their example, and listen to whatever they say, but with hope. They have hope for you. Love
"hopes all things" (in 1 Corinthians 13:7), and we are now praying for you, t
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