Hi,
I've been really worried lately. I always get worried at the end of the school semester. I'm supposed to graduate this semester, so this is the last chance that God has to get me. I really worry that God is out to get me and this is his final chance. I worry that I made a bet with Jesus about my grades, and if I get certain grades I have to go to hell. Since I get my grades around Christmas time, I really think I will go to hell for Christmas. I really like celebrating Christmas, so this makes me really sad and depressed.
I don't even believe I'm going to die. I worry that I'm just going to get magically teleported to hell. They won't even give me a chance to die.
I hear the devil's voice in my head all day long, and he is laughing at me. He says that he is from the future and I'm already in hell and I will never get out.
I keep thinking that if God really loved me, why would I hear the devil's voice in my head?
Anyone have any advice? I want to believe in Jesus, but I keep trying to reason things out. I keep thinking, "Why do all these bad things keep happening to me if God loves me?" The voices I hear in my head make me really depressed. They both say I'm a horrible person and laugh at me and call me names. They say I'm really stupid. They say I'm both stupid and evil, and I'm going to get what I deserve. Does anyone have any helpful advice?
I'm taking medication for Schizophrenia, but it doesn't completely make the voices go away. I still hear them all day long, and they make me feel like I am a terrible person. Sometimes I worry that I'm the worst person who has ever lived (as stupid as that sounds). The voices really make me feel that way. They call me nasty names all the time.
Thank you,
SnowTiger
I've been really worried lately. I always get worried at the end of the school semester. I'm supposed to graduate this semester, so this is the last chance that God has to get me. I really worry that God is out to get me and this is his final chance. I worry that I made a bet with Jesus about my grades, and if I get certain grades I have to go to hell. Since I get my grades around Christmas time, I really think I will go to hell for Christmas. I really like celebrating Christmas, so this makes me really sad and depressed.
I don't even believe I'm going to die. I worry that I'm just going to get magically teleported to hell. They won't even give me a chance to die.
I hear the devil's voice in my head all day long, and he is laughing at me. He says that he is from the future and I'm already in hell and I will never get out.
I keep thinking that if God really loved me, why would I hear the devil's voice in my head?
Anyone have any advice? I want to believe in Jesus, but I keep trying to reason things out. I keep thinking, "Why do all these bad things keep happening to me if God loves me?" The voices I hear in my head make me really depressed. They both say I'm a horrible person and laugh at me and call me names. They say I'm really stupid. They say I'm both stupid and evil, and I'm going to get what I deserve. Does anyone have any helpful advice?
I'm taking medication for Schizophrenia, but it doesn't completely make the voices go away. I still hear them all day long, and they make me feel like I am a terrible person. Sometimes I worry that I'm the worst person who has ever lived (as stupid as that sounds). The voices really make me feel that way. They call me nasty names all the time.
Thank you,
SnowTiger