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Certainly not everyone feels it is your failings that have led you there. My sympathies for your struggles, and I have nothing but kind thoughts. (I believe that most here intend good for you and to be helpful, even if you find it otherwise).I've been reading the Bible and trying to pray my entire life. Look at my forum posts, does it look like I lack a Biblical education? Why does everyone assume it must be my failings that have led me here?! I've had honest intentions. I cannot help how I think or how I feel. I cannot help that God hasn't lifted one finger to help my prayers for freedom from sin and mental illness. My entire life has been accursed but oh it must be my fault. What have I done to deserve the hell that goes on within my mind?
If you need a sympathetic (but likely not very helpful) listening ear, my inbox is always open. Until then, as I have said, you remain in my prayers.
I posted this post as a courtesy to those I consider friends on this forum. Not to be attacked by people who neither know my struggle, or my thoughts.
I certainly still consider you a friend.
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