Are you serious?
Very much so! Our salvation is very serious business indeed.
You must have heard that the word is spiritual and is written for the spiritually discerning and not for anyone else? 1 Corinthians 2:6-16. I know for sure that when Jesus comes to live in our hearts - we face seven thunderclaps - among other things prophesied in the word - the first thunderclap being the death of the lawless one who ruled our hearts at the time of Jesus' appearing. (see Amos 5 and 2 Thessalonians 2:1-12 for example.)
Try to imagine this brother. For years and years the world's ways and especially religion has you believe all kind of lies about God's Word - theories, speculations and predictions of men (mainly,) and then suddenly the One you have been waiting for stands in front of you and you finally know the Truth very personally. (John 14:23-24, Hebrews 4:12-13, Revelation 3:19-22)
Sure you who love the Lord you will be overjoyed and invite Him into your heart and and have dinner with Him, but then sin dwelling secretly (and not so secretly) within you shall not fare so well. (See Revelation chapter 2 and 3 with regards to your faith relationship with Jesus or chapters 16, 17,18 and the last part of chapter 19 with regards to your worldly existence for example.)
For when the Truth Dawns then the kingdom of lies which ruled us for so long will take a last stand, just as has been described in The Word so long ago. This happens very much on a spiritual level for the power of the Word is very spiritual indeed.
Try to think about your personal sin dwelling in your heart and then meeting up Jesus like that. How will you fare when you are often arrogant but you see The truth is always humble? How will you fare when the truth is always just but you are often unjust? How would you fare if you are lustful and see that the truth doesn't love at all like that? Or how will you fare if you see that He is completely transparent - His soul a crystal sea - when your soul resembles the blackest sea? What about if Jesus has no judgment in His heart at all but your heart is still full of it? What about if His honesty addresses your dishonesty, how do you think you who lied so often will go - when the father of lies within you - is cast into the pit and you find that his offspring within you are all numbered to perish?
Now I'm not saying that if you repented of your sins that you've got anything to fear - but the evildoers behind your sin, who gave you life in such wrongs, certainly will have to - for the wicked are judged to hell - such Thunderclaps when the Scroll reveals the chosen celebrating God's glory, and sin in us begins to see they were the goats all along? For God loved Jacob but hated Esau it best we all understand that to be true within our hearts as well. Matthew 24:36-44, Matthew 25:31-46.
Jesus has taken me through the book of Revelation (and many other books of prophecy in the O.T ,) many times over to show me how true the word of God really is. Not a stroke of a pen will be left undone within our inner world of being that is for sure, for we find life in the enduring Word of God and not anywhere else. 1 Peter 1:23-25
This is the ultimate truth of God's Word everything written in there is there for us to find eternal life in for only God's Word endures forever. If in part of our lives we haven't got life in God's truth then we will perish like that and if we have life on the wrong side of God's Word living within us then that shall be judged according to deed. The goats and sheep are very much alive within us, that much I have found out to be the truth in my relationship with The word.
I do hope you will soon meet up with The Word in your life as well and survive the great tribulation that is coming your way in your sinful self, for it is true what the bible says - it is very hard for a sinner to be saved - so the quicker we start the sanctification process the sooner we will rule beside Him over our life in wrong - time and again.
Peace
(a poem describing the death of lawless ones within me at the time of His revealing.)
Meeting Jesus.
Inability to change forces me to look Jesus in the eye.
The blushing shame from my own nakedness creeps.
Lucky I know the accuser is merely the father of the lie.
Well now a harvest this fallen angel reaps.
Come see the weeds inside my heart to be burnt!
"Can you remember times of wanton greed?"
Awakened, I hear my faithful Saviour speak
"When you hated from my love to feed?"
In His kind words the fire of His mercy peaks,
I watch my greed tumble out of my psyche.
A fiery ending is the best way to illustrate,
the fate my inner greed meets on his tailspin out.
Utterly rejected and in a most miserable state.
Clear knowledge what his punishment is about,
This past ruler is stripped of his powers.
"Those times you in selfishness did feed?"
The perspicacity of His view zeros in.
His voice gentle, sounding so sweet.
Still I watch my biggest I crumble within.
Tumbling down the tunnel without ending.
"But my beloved child why did you follow?"
His urgent words bring me back from sure calamity.
"How much narcissistic thinking did you swallow?
Come, just let it flow out of your personality,
take on a humble vision of self like me."
Gratefully I take His gift offered to me.
A humble heart inside my chest to throb.
Truly from greedy selfishness free to be.
My dear Heavenly Friend please never stop,
fill my every sense of being with Yourself.
Never did I deserve this.
Your goodness in my heart to meet.
I have done so much amiss.
Yet in loving care You still greet.
Oh how I long forever in You to be.
And a poem giving a bird's eye view of what happened inside of me spiritually when The Word came to dwell into my heart.
Armageddon.
In my inner world life died everywhere,
famine taking what sword had left behind.
Brim and hailstones flattening what stood up,
no escape from the carnage I could find.
Awed I saw Jesus the evil fight,
turning my world into a battleground.
I saw billows of smoke rising up high,
rolling thunder through my world rebound.
I watched as scorpions paraded my soul,
stinging those godless in their lust.
Massive grasshoppers devouring all my good,
fierce horses trampling me to dust.
I saw much of my greenery burn-up,
fleets of cargo ships sadly perish.
Daily trade coming to an abrupt hold,
ungodly rulers wrong to cherish.
I saw the Dragon reigning his subjects,
watched the numbered die like flies.
I heard the false prophet's constant lying,
demons smearing God's love with lies.
It was the blood drinking prostitute,
which flabbergasted me the most.
Unfaithfulness killing God's chosen,
with fiery death she was deposed.
I saw my world's kingdom going down,
ruling Babylon fall in one day.
With two thirds of my world wiped out,
I watched true Peace coming to stay.
And so watching God's own safely at home,
I finally let my tears run dry.
Seeing Jesus arising on the clouds,
I joined the Hallelujah cry.