Last night I cried out for Christ-
I felt so alone, and I couldn't even call myself Christian-
sometimes I don't think I should be one, the way I am sometimes.
However, today I had a discussion with Christ when I was at work, explaining to him, my love is dead for him, I feel destined to Hell, I am having trouble repenting without a care. I feel like Atheism is the best answer, but I know God exists so I won't turn to it, and I guess I trying learning to having a relationship, than a religion.
So at work today, I work at a Pharmacy, I rang up a gentleman, after I gave him his receipt, he said,
"Today you will get something free."
I looked at him strangely, and he gave me a book-
The Book of Hope-
it's about discovering the joy, peace, power of prayer, and the promise of Eternal Life, and the love of Jesus.
The man smiled and gave me the book, and walked away. I looked at it, and realised the Lord heard me.
Even with so much sin on my soul, and how I've been neglecting his Son, being who I want to be for him,
he still answered me, he still showed me he loves me.
He wants me to be his child.
He not giving up on me.
To that-
I thank my Heavenly Father-
and he showed me...
This will lead me to his Son.
Please learn that this happened just an hour ago.
And take this message, that the Lord hears us,
even if we don't think he does.
With Love,
Rubies.
I felt so alone, and I couldn't even call myself Christian-
sometimes I don't think I should be one, the way I am sometimes.
However, today I had a discussion with Christ when I was at work, explaining to him, my love is dead for him, I feel destined to Hell, I am having trouble repenting without a care. I feel like Atheism is the best answer, but I know God exists so I won't turn to it, and I guess I trying learning to having a relationship, than a religion.
So at work today, I work at a Pharmacy, I rang up a gentleman, after I gave him his receipt, he said,
"Today you will get something free."
I looked at him strangely, and he gave me a book-
The Book of Hope-
it's about discovering the joy, peace, power of prayer, and the promise of Eternal Life, and the love of Jesus.
The man smiled and gave me the book, and walked away. I looked at it, and realised the Lord heard me.
Even with so much sin on my soul, and how I've been neglecting his Son, being who I want to be for him,
he still answered me, he still showed me he loves me.
He wants me to be his child.
He not giving up on me.
To that-
I thank my Heavenly Father-
and he showed me...
This will lead me to his Son.
Please learn that this happened just an hour ago.
And take this message, that the Lord hears us,
even if we don't think he does.
With Love,
Rubies.