Occasionally I will have a dream involving one of my crushes and in these dreams they always seem to just string me along. That's pathetic, right? In my own dreams, my crushes play with my feelings :neutral:
Forgive me for not reading the whole thread, which seems to have gone a teensy bit off-track, but I'm responding to the original post because I want to help.
Yes, there's a good chance that you are attractive and that he had some interest in you. Many people underestimate their attractiveness...
Sometimes you just try self-improvement and you get a taste of what it can do for you. Then you have to continue, even if it's difficult, because you're addicted to those improvements. Agonizing but beautiful. That's where I am.