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Recent content by Nigel

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    Have I blasphemed the Holy Spirit?

    Wow I read that and I will definitely have to reread it. Crazy thing is, I JUST noticed today about how the verse says “they are in danger of hellfire”. Not they ARE going to hell. Thanks a lot. Definitely will need to read again.
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    Have I blasphemed the Holy Spirit?

    Well I appreciate everything and I know I’m not alone. It’s just hard for me to be confident in this. I just have to keep searching and if I’m not completely lost then I know I will find him if I keep seeking.
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    Have I blasphemed the Holy Spirit?

    The thing is, I’m just scared I’m only coming back because I fear hell.. there have been times where I bragged for doing things with girls that I knew was wrong because my friend did the same. My friend who said he was a Christian but now parties a lot and everything. I was in the party scene...
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    Have I blasphemed the Holy Spirit?

    I’ve been a Christian my whole life and at 16 it became my own. I loved Jesus I listened to the Holy Spirit and he guided me. Scriptures were opened up to me and I understood. At 17 I slowly started falling into sexual sin. I was homeschooled and never really got exposed to anything so I went...
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    My heart is so hardened

    Remember when Jesus talks about the parable of the guy who was put in charge of his master’s house while he was gone? I’m typing fast and not looking up the verse right now. He talks about how while his master was gone he started to beat the servants and start partying and drinking. He said his...
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    Struggling with condemnation

    Hey man, let me know if you still check this website. I went through EXACTLY the same thing. I was in love with Jesus and his Holy Spirit spoke to me and opened up the verses to me. I spent a couple hours a day worshiping and praying and thanking him for his love and salvation. There was no...
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    Am I too far gone?

    WARNING: This is going to be VERY long but would appreciate the help. I've been in the church my whole life. I grew up going to church every sunday with my family. We have all been believers our whole lives. When I was in middle school I started attending youth group at the vineyard community...
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    Nothing Good Have I

    I know you posted this a long time ago, but I had a similar experience.. I grew up in church and at 16 it became real and I loved god and talked to God 24/7. He was my best friend. Slowly I got tempted into sexual sin and got depressed and I eventually completely ignored God because I didn’t...
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    The prodigal son

    I’m wondering if the prodigal son is also for Christians who fall into a lifestyle of sin but come back to repentance? Some people say it’s just about sinners who were never saved coming to Jesus. The prodigal son was with the father, then he left to enjoy sexual sin until he came to the end of...
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    I want to feel bad for my sin

    So I’ve been a Christian my whole life and really fell in love with Jesus at 16. Slowly went down a bad path of sexual sin and then became depressed. I got out of the depression and started to follow god again and loved learning about him. But whenever I watch porn and touch (sorry for the...
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    My heart is so hardened

    Hey man going through the same thing. I posted on my page everything that happened. I grew up in the church and at 16 I fell in love with god. I read my Bible every day for an hour or sometimes more because I loved it. The Holy Spirit opened my eyes to scripture and I was in bed every night...
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    Help I’m really worried I blasphemed the holy spirit

    Hi so my story is a little long but I grew up in a Christian family loving god and Jesus. I was homeschooled and went to church every Sunday. Had a lot of good church friends and had bible studies. At 16 I started falling deeper in love with God and really understood what it all really meant...