Recent content by Kyle W

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    Just about had it...

    Please keep praying for me. I have feelings of wanting to end it. I do not want to give up. This has been a major struggle and the medication that I'm taking is only worsening the matter. I have been praying numerous times, and I'm still waiting for his will to be done. Still having issues...
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    Insomnia Worsening...

    Everyone, My insomnia is worsening. More importantly, my heart is hardened and it's hard for me to connect to him. I have been praying, seeking him, and nothing is happening. I really desire him and long to have fellowship with him. I've been trying to keep positive through all this but...
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    sleep insomnia

    My insomnia is really bad right now. I took my sleep aid last night and it didn't really do anything. I have been trying to let go of everything that might be causing this sleeplessness but I have been unable to. Can I have some prayer? I don't know if this is it. I have been praying and...
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    My heart is so hardened

    Certainly Tommy! I will definitely be praying for you. Can you please pray that I'm able to rest? My medication only lets me sleep half the night and I'm out of it. Also, my situation is similar. No emotions and a hard heart. I am working on being more truthful since I have been lying. I'm...
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    Can you also pray for my salvation as well?
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    I hope @Of the Kingdom that you would also be willing to pray for me as well. Thank you in advance. Kyle
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    Same here, jojl. I don't know if I'm there, but I feel like I might be in the same situation as Chris. I pray that I'm not.
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    Need Help. Can a pastor PM me please?

    I went to Ask a Chaplain and posted my question there. I'll check later for a reply. In the meantime, I think I'll watch a movie... :)
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    Need Help. Can a pastor PM me please?

    I know that I shouldn't wait. But I don't know if a doctor would understand my problem, since it's a spiritual one. This is why I would like to speak to a chaplain here via PM. There's a little more about this matter that I would like to share, but privately.
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    Need Help. Can a pastor PM me please?

    It's a little more complex than the sleep issue. I am taking medication for sleep. It's just been weird with the medicine. I feel emotionless and I haven't felt this way before. Thanks for your advice though! I've been trying to eat well. I do get a couple hours of rest though, but it's...
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    Need Help. Can a pastor PM me please?

    My situation is worsening and it's not getting any better. Every day I get up, it feels like a chore. A few months ago, I never felt like this. I was happy and all was well. Since the sleep problem, things have gone downhill. I have brought these problems to God, but I have not received any...
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    Just about had it...

    This makes a lot of sense. I may need to pray for renewal of faithfulness and trust. Having been attacked by the enemy for a month, this will take some time. Would definitely want some prayer on this. I am seeing a doctor for insomnia already. Haven't said anything about the suicidal...
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    Just about had it...

    I am still experiencing the absence of God in my life. I have been a believer for a long time (20+ years). Since about a month ago, I feel disconnected from him. I am hoping that I did not commit the sin that leads to death. If so, then he's done with me. My head constantly hurts from my...
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    Being cut off from the Lord

    Simon, I emailed you so you can check out my questions. Thanks for this advice!
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    Being cut off from the Lord

    I feel very disconnected myself. I don't have that connection to the LORD or Jesus like I used to. I feel like the enemy destroyed it one night when I was filled with the fear of Hell. My heart feels very fleshly, yet I desire to be with Jesus. I'm empty, yet I desire the healing and...