There is no dishonesty in my position, I take free will at face value and don't pretend to know how the world functions. It's your position that insists some kind of knowledge that you can't possibly have.
No. My position insists there are extensive facts (causes, all) that I cannot catalogue. That is all.
There's no fear of losing anything, just a recognition that it is impossible to live as if free will is an illusion.
You don't deal with the definition of the word, "free", here, as I admit is seductive to go with, but I insist on having a definition so that it is clear what we are saying. In the more religious discussions of freewill vs predestination, I do claim we have freedom of will, but that freedom is bound within the necessary fact that we always choose what we most prefer at that moment of decision. So call it freedom or don't, it is not uncaused.
The will is not an illusion, and your will does indeed pertain to you, so it is
your will; it is your options that are illusory. Only one will happen, which on the scale of probability, means that only that one could have happened. 'Probability', is OUR view of the events to come. 'Probability' is not fact. So, no matter the means by which decisions are made, the unchosen options could not have been chosen.
You've taken a construct of human imagination, and one that is extremely difficult to actually develop a coherent understanding of based on what has been observed in the univers, and elevated it to absolute truth becaus "it's simply logical."
If you had been born in a far different century, in a different place, I'm guessing you would have a different view of this question. You would probably think that the notion that choices are uncaused would be ridiculous. 'The Gods' run it all.
You say that determinism is construct of the human imagination. Truth is, the abstract thinking about it produces a construction, just as any abstract thinking does. But determinism is the simplest one I know of. It is never denied by facts arraying themselves against it. It is built on perhaps the most obvious of all mental principle and the most easy to describe. "Everything (except first cause) is an effect of other causes." And it is self-evident. It is only those who don't like it that find it difficult. And the only time I have trouble explaining it is when I try to explain it to those who insist on independent self-determinism.
Causal determinism is far from established fact, and if there is one epistemic principle that is universal, it's that if something doesn't make sense it's probably not true. And causal determinism doesn't make sense, which is clear from the way self-designated determinists always try to soft peddle it and assert its truth while at the same time denying it by asserting we make choices. The two are mutually exclusive, unless you believe in causal overdetermination. If the sole sufficient cause(s) of a choice are prior conditions, then the "choice" is superfluous. So don't talk to me about lacking intellectual integrity when you consistently engage in doublespeak and refuse to drink the poison you're trying to peddle.
Uncaused fact (other than the "uncaused causer" (God, or first cause)) is what doesn't make sense. It is self-contradictory, as I have demonstrated. You will find it difficult to go to the science community and tell them that they have been looking the wrong direction all these many years of investigation and accomplishment. The principle of causation is the simplest part of their thinking.
Your tirade will fall on deaf ears when you try to convince them they are doublespeaking since they themselves are making "actual decisions therefore cause-and-effect is not universal after all."
Your assertion that universal causation runs afoul of actual choice remains unproven. What makes me chuckle is that even if you are right about the number of actual options from which to choose, whichever choice you make is still caused!