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Great is thy faithfulness, O God my Father...
Thank you Harley, for sharing this. I'm glad God got a hold of you and changed you into a new creation. Yes, we all have a story of God's great love and grace in our lives, and it's a testament to His patient and persistent pursuit of us. It's heartbreaking that some people may choose to reject God's love and drawing, but that doesn't diminish the reality of His sovereignty and grace. As the scripture says, "God desires all people to be saved and come to the knowledge of the truth".I wasn't a "Calvinist" until someone challenged me on the very topic of God's sovereignty. I did not have a predetermined theological framework. All I wanted to know was what was the right view of God, monergism or synergism? I happened to think this is very important. That simple question caused me to spend over two years rereading the Bible from a monergism view (I was a synergist before), looking through church and secular history, reading through the early writings of the church, and studying creeds and councils. And here's a secret-I haven't even finished reading Calvin.
But if I may share a brief personal testimony, I always had an issue with "free will" besides it not mentioned in the Bible. The reason being is that I never made an outward choice to follow God. I thought I was a pretty good person and many confirmed that around me. I believed the church was filled with hypocrites. There was no message. No sermon. No walking down the aisle. One day I just realized that I was the hypocrite simply by looking at my own heart. Despite how well I may look on the outside, I am only beginning to understand the depths of my depravity on the inside. The scales fell off my eyes. So my conversion, if I was honest, never lined up to this "making a choice for God". It wasn't until 30+ years later that I understood my conversion was monergistic. It was because God turned me around. And I suspect, if I read your testimony, you would probably be telling me you were going in this direction, BUT GOD turned you around as well.
Our stories of redemption and transformation serve as a witness to God's power and love, and may they encourage and inspire others to respond to His drawing. And for those who have not yet responded, we pray that God would continue to pursue them with His love and grace..
However, the responding I'm referring to is not only making a choice, as in a response to an altar call, or even realizing our sinfulness before Him, but rather the acknowledgment that He is God. While God initiates the pursuit, I believe some distort, pervert, or suppress that innate knowledge of Him. Whilst for others, it becomes a catalyst for seeking Him. Where some might ask, "Why am I here?", "What is my purpose?", "Who made all of creation?" etc.
If I may share a bit of my story. For me, I realized God as a reality at a young age. I can't remember exactly, but probably around 6 or 7 years old. It wasn't the horror of my person or nature that made me aware of Him. It was as a result of our circumstances and the result of my mother's prayer that day. He uses all things for His glory, even the suffering of His saints. We had no food; it was late, and we were hungry, so as kids, we turned to her. I remember her words, imprinted on my memory... "He will not forsake the righteous and let us go to bed hungry." We waited, nagged, and moaned, being hungry kids. But before we went to bed that night, we heard a knock on the door. The neighbor, a Christian, said... "She doesn't know why, but she just felt she needed to bring this food to my family." It was fish and bread. That day I knew. I knew He was real, and that He cared and provided. I was oblivious to my "sin". But I held that thought as a treasure in my heart. I had a knowledge of Him that I couldn't deny. Even so God continued his pursuit, until later, after much "kicking against the goads," did I understand and accept that He was also the same God who provided for my failures and died for my rebellion. I yielded and surrendered. God always is. I had no excuse. And I agree, as I look to Him, I realize my dependence and inadequacy to behold His glory. So likewise, if you ask anyone not to first reflect "inwards" but rather "upwards" to God, you'll be surprised that He is persistant in His love. And indeed we have no excuse.
From both our stories, I can only realize that the depths of God are truly amazing and profoundly complex. I wouldn't have it any other way..to serve a God limited to only my understanding is a very small God indeed.
I appreciate your views, but I want to gently point out that you're making an assumption about my theological predispositions. But regarding Acts 13:48, while I may have initial thoughts or leanings, you are correct in this. My primary presuppositions is coming to the text with the understanding that it is a continuous and unified story, culminating in Christ as a fulfillment to God's promise to Abraham that all nations will be blessed. That meaning is discovered considering the immediate and broader context of scripture. I may be biased in this, but I do believe this to be a good hermeneutical principle to hold in this passage. Although I'm also aware that its a dynamic process.It wasn't hard for me to read the Scriptures from the monergistic viewpoint of how we are all evil and bound in sin. I know from firsthand.
So I would suggest that you are predisposed to a particular theological framework unless you have objectively studied church history and doctrine. I had a Sunday School teacher who would always skip over any verse that had to do with "predestined" or "elect", simply because he couldn't explain it. While you want to go back in Acts, that verse in Acts 13:48 is a sticking point and is best to be ignored or "..we need the whole counsel of God" which is simply another way of ignoring the text. It reminds me of my Sunday School teacher who wanted to say, "Yes, but..."
While I agree that God's sovereignty in choosing individuals is an important aspect of the biblical narrative. I'll venture to make an assumption about your presupposition. That this "secret" is your presupposition. A reading into the scripture, that because God has chosen a specific group of individuals to ensure that the lineage of the Promised Seed remains uncompromised. Romans and other scriptures seems to imply that therefore God has predestined a select and limited number of individuals for eternal life. To discover the real meaning the authors intended, this bias should be challenged as well.Here is another secret. You will never be able to fully understand the Gospel of John, the Book of Romans, and much of the Old Testament without the understanding that it is God who chooses people. He chosed the nation of Israel. He chosed Moses. He chosed Judah. He chosed David. He chosed Samuel. He chosed Matthew. He chosed Paul. On and on and on.
"You did not choose me, but I chose you." (John 15:16) Seems pretty straight forward.
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