This is a difficult situation!
Spiritually touching demons never leads to good.
Satan capitalizes on the genuine failures of the brick and mortar. He, the most self righteous, law demanding being in all of existence, sees where the Love of the church has grown cold and he instantly creates counter movements of his own counterfeit ways, to mock the church and draw those that are victims far from the arms of God. It's upsetting to see.
This is truly Jesus! He is wonderful!
He really is the Truth! It is soul shattering in the most wonderful ways!
I am Jewish by blood and Gentile by Belief in Jesus. I too share a burden for the people of Jacob. God isn't done with them.
Awesome places! U.S.A. here. Phil
I turn it off as often as possible. I have grown to tell people that I would like to evaluate them if they are physically in front of me and seeking counsel. I have learned to mimic peoples body language to further the empathy and understand what they are feeling. It's a blessing and curse, as you well know.
There is a coldness that is growing as earthly wisdom increases, for certain.
Here being England?
I fully understand this. Before my conversion experience, my own emotions were too great to bear. Now, I equally feel others and my emotions and can bear it. I have a peace that weathers difficulty and can be there for others. Whatever that means, it's something that God uses.
Staying rooted in scripture and the Holy Spirit is beyond wonderful! Reading is a wonderful thing! Books convey so much more than other forms of media.
Being abused perpetually is most definitely something that God doesn't desire for us.
That's difficult!
He's fortunate that you pray for him!
God has you sealed with His Holy Spirit. You are under His full protection!
It's difficult to weather, for sure!
The Spiritual world has a way of bleeding through matters of daily Love and Hate that is shown.
I rest in Christ's complete work, now. I refuse to speak as if I've improved from the day that I was at rock bottom, because many people offer hope at a cost of behavior, but I have begged God to allow me to be used in all circumstances to His Glory, not mine. This is how I walk in peace. However, we are all different members of the same Body and I know He calls all of us differently.
AMEN! ABBA, Father, Dad!
You know what you are capable of in Jesus. If that is too much to bear, you can simply pray for them. My guess is, that may be the wisest coarse of action.
This is a beautiful way to respond to her! You are showing Love, even when you aren't receiving it back. This is the Love of Jesus, for certain.
We indeed inherit trauma and struggle not to share it with the world around us.
Jesus in indeed the reason.
I was thinking i must be doing something right, as those who are like lunk warm or living in sin would over all be left alone, as Satan has them where he wants. It's both interesting and frightening. In a way. I have seen God's powers, I know he can do anything.
Yes the new age is so very very deceptive. And it's not talked about much. How they focus on experience, and feelings. They actually experience what they think being one with "god", and or others, and the universe. He said (Chris) that he had too many experiences to believe me when I was talking about it. He had near death experiences as a child. He said he met God, as a white light talking to him asking him if he wanted to stay or go back. I'm more lik, uh oh, don't think so. I know what I'd do, the first I'd do is ask for identification as we have been taught. If they acknowledge jesus and all that.
Of course he's talking to evil, I think they actually.. You know what.
The church has to be warned, more than it is because it's creeping in everywhere.
I'm so very grateful for your people, everything you've been through carry the torch. Despite history, if it wasn't for you, we'd be lost. All the faithful. All the sacrifices. Words can not express my gratitude. How evil attacks, to this day. And the world blames. Not caring for the truth. And if Mary had said no. But she didn't. I feel so home in Jerusalem when I see pictures. It feels like home. Something saying you too belong here. With me. It's almost a physical feeling. It's a miracle that you came to know him. It will be a great day when they recognise him. The real one. Not the one before that. I ask God to have mercy on the ones rejecting.
What a history you got. I absolutely love the prophets and the faithful you hear about. It's simple. Don't do evil, do what you can, and tune in to righteousness and truth. It's not too much to ask really. Not long ago I had a sense a vision of sorts seeing a glass floor, surrounded by fire and long white hair coming down. I just could sense it that one couldn't come closer. I just wanted to run and hug him.
Yeah I have been frozen out and ignored in several churches. And as well, the lack of acceptance when they feel you are different. You know what I mean. I can count on one hand those who didn't. It drew me away, as of my own history of childhood abuse and bullying, for years. Too much. The last one was a home church where I wasn't invited when the whole group went for walks and dinner. When I tried to mention i had uh and eh. Only when it was over I had fake pleasantries. I left that godless group.
Since that I'm afraid to have another encounter of sorts. But I listen online, and I'm drawn to the Catholic Church especially, and the messianic. It seems to be the most sincere out there.
Yes, here, meaning England.
I have been here like 20 years. We met late. When I was like 35. I have relatives all over America. Since the 1800. My grandparents cousins emigrated. Mostly mid West. But as now they're all over. My mother used to write one of them, she was something fancy at university. Think it was Michigan. But she lost contact, I think they had a falling out. I'm not surprised. Yes they or one won a large amount in poker in new Mexico and went home and bought the family farm. They were rich a while but eventually used it. However my uncle, now diseased and a Christian same as his living wife. We'll be inherit the money at some point. Like a few mil each. But I have said to God that he can use that as he likes. I'm just asking for getting through and survive.
I had a deliverance from generational issues, it broke a lot off. It was a born again Christian online that were filled. It really can break things. I immediately got free from stuff. Even felt better health wise. Otherwise I know the Catholic Church has online delivery.
I just don't have it in me to be evil back just because they are. I never had. And the older you get the more you see it's because of evil and sin and how stuck they are. My mother has traits of narcissistic personality disorder. Their brains function different. The center of empathy and cognition in the fore head where centre of it is, is either non existent or small. They have made studies of this amongst criminals and normal. This is why they can't reason properly. Emotional they are toddlers creating a false self, to protect a non existent self. It was really hard, and with the bullies. But she was good with keeping a house, and she held all responsibility too. It's not up to me to judge, still I hope she doesn't go to hell. She asked me about what happens after we die out of the blue. I tried to say something like nde. To stimulate thought as she would reject if I just preach. She has seen enough of the stiff church and behaviour while she grew up. Devoid so to speak. Wish God could do something so she saw something.
It's like David and Saul totally.
None of my brothers would lift more than a small finger in need unfortunately. They are all married each to their own hell, after what I hear, and their selfishness and everything. My youngest eldest brother lives at the West Coast and have 3 kids, he married another narcissist. It doesn't go well. She's made him totally narcissistic. He used to be nice. It's common. They coddled his son and spoiled and with genetic and that he also had adhd he grew up to become a criminal. Almost killed a woman. He went to jail. Now he's out, and dangerous and back with my brother, and engaged. Go figure. He hasn't had any therapy. Only support work.
It's just a matter of time.
He might even be influenced.
My mother made threats to me. How I should be careful, as he was dangerous so he didn't find me. Well, he's in Scandinavia, and I'm in England. Unless she actually gives him my address.
Chris said it was a threat. He got very angry. He told me to protect myself.
What a mother.
Just like David.
At least I know Chris would do something
Even though we don't talk
Well it's in the bible like jesus said all the righteous will be persecuted
I take it as that
