- Jun 18, 2020
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- United States
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- Baptist
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- Single
Hello,
Lately it feels like I’ve just been fading away. My prayers and repentance do not seem sincere. In fact, they’re like poison to my ears, and I find it irritable. I can’t even imagine how much it irritates God. I’ve always been afraid to evangelize, and every time I think about submitting to God, there’s a tightness in my chest that screams “No!” I don’t know what I want or desire anymore, all I know is that I don’t want to suffer for eternity, but I’m afraid I’ve become too hardened towards God to be made new. I’d appreciate any advice and prayers. I don’t think mine are being heard anymore.
Lately it feels like I’ve just been fading away. My prayers and repentance do not seem sincere. In fact, they’re like poison to my ears, and I find it irritable. I can’t even imagine how much it irritates God. I’ve always been afraid to evangelize, and every time I think about submitting to God, there’s a tightness in my chest that screams “No!” I don’t know what I want or desire anymore, all I know is that I don’t want to suffer for eternity, but I’m afraid I’ve become too hardened towards God to be made new. I’d appreciate any advice and prayers. I don’t think mine are being heard anymore.