Fading away

[All Glory To God]

Soon after, I decided I wouldn’t curse/cuss anymore, and that I would read the Bible and pray everyday. Unfortunately, when I get in the habit of doing something, it quickly becomes a compulsion instead of something I genuinely want to do, because of my OCD.

Well as this thread is asking for advice I will just say what I think would be the best course of action for you, based on the information you have provided.

If you are not already, I think you should try to get around other Godly Christians in church or bible study, that can help strengthen your faith. If it's a genuine born again experience then you might just be backslidden and to be honest two years is a baby Christian anyway, you have a lot of growing to do. It never stops but at the begining is the most daunting. Time will tell.