I recently quit practicing tarot cards and burn all my decks but I left a few just for memory sake. I feel like I just can't throw away that particular deck but have no problem burning the rest. Some days I feel tempted to use but manage to resist it but there times that I give in. I also experience demonic dreams and experience paranormal activities in my room. I pray before I sleep now and never had that kind of dreams anymore.
I want to keep it just for memory sake but at the same time I don't want to be tempted to use it? How can I do that?
Years ago I was so hurt and angry with God that I shouted out If you don't want me in your church then fine I will serve anyone but you! (I had a false witness speak lies about me to the pastor and I was asked to leave....church and God was all I ever lived for at that time so I was extremely crushed and confused, God let this happen when all I ever did was serve him...I was 17 at the time).
So I began to study astrology, then consulted with psychics, palm readers and even had a tarot card reading.
After about 2 years the presence of demons were around me and in my house.
I would wake up at 3 in the morning and my bed would be soaked with blood. I even went to the doctor and he couldn't find anything wrong.
I would see faces of demons in the carpet, in pictures and so forth. Finally I called a friend who was a youth pastor and told him what was going on and we agreed to meet at the church.
For 4 hours I knelt at the alter and could not pray and call upon Jesus....my friend would sing, pray, play piano, play tapes of worship songs.....and nothing...then a song came on
NO OTHER NAME BUT JESUS and as that song played a tear rolled down my cheek....then another, and another and soon I wept and cried out JESUS! Save me, forgive me, come into my life and I will never deny you again.
And my whole life was transformed....I had a love for God like I had never felt before. I would read my bible every moment I could....I just couldn't get enough! I got called into ministry not long after that.
So what I learned about the occult of mysticism is that it operates from a spirit of witchcraft and sorcery. And it opens doors for demons to come into your life.