It's good to ambitiously want to serve God, but like anything in life if you rush your development, your approach becomes detrimental. But I don't know how you are in your walk, maybe you could afford to connect more with God. Something I've done is like instead of watch a show, I'll read a story from the Bible that interests me. It's harder than watching that TV, but it gets me a little closer to God, and kind of feeds that same desire for a story. I also involve God in one of my favorite hobbies, I write poetry, and most of my poems are about God. If I could draw with better concentration because I have a talent for that, I'd draw pictures about Bible stories.