- Feb 28, 2017
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Me 5 weeks ago:
Me now:
God wanted me to post this, and accept the consequences of my actions for doing so.
Without trying to promote my beliefs, I will say I still believe in God/Jesus and the beliefs regarding salvation - but I no longer consider the Bible of great importance other than to deliver said message. I'm also very careful of my beliefs. To me, this basically makes me Agnostic - and I am one now for other reasons as well.
Here is what I now believe. I once met someone who said that everything was an infinite. Well I say, everything is a Paradox.
My emotions have really been getting the best of me lately. The best I have ever felt, is when I numbed them out. I couldn't think of a theological justification of this as a Christian, but I might think of some reasoning as an Agnostic.
Also, the Old Testament God was, respectfully, pretty dark. I kind of believe respectfully, He is dark even today. That you can find him in light, but also in darkness.
As you can see... now I am just believing whatever I want to beieve.
-What is wrong with thinking of everything as a paradox?
-Is there a theological justification for a purposeful lack of emotion?
-How would you refute my idea that God the Father is both light and dark?
Me now:
I got a vision that I weighed to be true that I am indeed meant to be a deliverance minister. Next year, I am to take the subject of demons very seriously, or at least start to. I am to become a member of a Pentecostal church.
God wanted me to post this, and accept the consequences of my actions for doing so.