Hello everyone. This is my first time. Posting. If I made a mistake doing this please do forgive me. A year and half ago I ran into some legal trouble. I'm not going to go into any details. But let's just say I have made mistakes and I'm not proud of it. Because of this. I have prayed every single night since that day. But for some reason I feel like I'm being shellfish. Why pray now when I'm in trouble? I don't wanna just pray to let this pass me. I deserve what will happen to me in my future. What ever that maybe. I need help to accept with what I have done. I'm having trouble with that. I pray for that every nigh but it's hard. I honestly Don't know what I'm trying to say. But I need some advice. I'm desperate. It's killing me inside. Thank you all for who ever read this. And may God bless you.