Unwanted blasphemous thoughts

[Victoryismine]

Hi guys I've been really struggling with unwanted blasphemous thoughts about God and it is making me so unhappy. I try so hard to ignore these thoughts but I feel like God is forcing me to confess and I really don't want too because it's very frustrating. For example if I'm eating or listening to music I will have to stop what I'm doing and go and confess. For
Some reason it makes me so mad at God because I also have horrible death thoughts and horrible thoughts about harm so I feel like if it don't count mess God is going to punish me and make it come true or make it be "part of his will" I'm so angry with great God sometimes and I know it's not right. I feel like I have no relationship with him and I blame him for every frustrating thing that happens or has happend in my life. I feel like I'm restricted when it comes to music like when I listening to music I will get an unwanted blasphemous thought like calling god "stupid" or "serpent" because I feel so guilty for listening to the music with sweat word or sexual lyrics I just feel guilty and it makes me so upset and angry with God even more. I've really thought at one point that God was ruining my life because when I sin and feel guilty I have thoughts horrible thoughts of God threatening me with death thoughts and saying he will punish me if I don't stop which makes me angry with God and then I have the unswayed blasphemous thoughts. I have a lot of anxiety and
I have this fear that god will kill me or
Let something horrible happen to me and makes me angry at him and when in angry I feel he will
Make it happen. I feel like I have no peace and I can't do anything because Its sin and also the unwanted thoughts cause me frustration. Please someone help me I don't know why I'm so angry with God I
Really hate confessing because it causes me frustrating and puts me off praying. Please please help me someone..

 

[TravelerFarAwayFromHome]

Hi guys I've been really struggling with unwanted blasphemous thoughts about God and it is making me so unhappy. I try so hard to ignore these thoughts but I feel like God is forcing me to confess and I really don't want too because it's very frustrating. For example if I'm eating or listening to music I will have to stop what I'm doing and go and confess. For
Some reason it makes me so mad at God because I also have horrible death thoughts and horrible thoughts about harm so I feel like if it don't count mess God is going to punish me and make it come true or make it be "part of his will" I'm so angry with great God sometimes and I know it's not right. I feel like I have no relationship with him and I blame him for every frustrating thing that happens or has happend in my life. I feel like I'm restricted when it comes to music like when I listening to music I will get an unwanted blasphemous thought like calling god "stupid" or "serpent" because I feel so guilty for listening to the music with sweat word or sexual lyrics I just feel guilty and it makes me so upset and angry with God even more. I've really thought at one point that God was ruining my life because when I sin and feel guilty I have thoughts horrible thoughts of God threatening me with death thoughts and saying he will punish me if I don't stop which makes me angry with God and then I have the unswayed blasphemous thoughts. I have a lot of anxiety and
I have this fear that god will kill me or
Let something horrible happen to me and makes me angry at him and when in angry I feel he will
Make it happen. I feel like I have no peace and I can't do anything because Its sin and also the unwanted thoughts cause me frustration. Please someone help me I don't know why I'm so angry with God I
Really hate confessing because it causes me frustrating and puts me off praying. Please please help me someone..

do you have any medical issues that may cause this kind of thought pattern?

 

[Victoryismine]

No I have no medical issues @TravelerFarAwayFromHome

 

[faroukfarouk]

Here's a good verse: "Whatever things are true...honest...just...pure...lovely..of good report; if there be any virtue and if there be any praise, think on these thing." (Philippians 4.8)

 

[Victoryismine]

I know about that verse but I'm struggling with the unwanted thoughts saying horrible things about God and I'm so confused if there unwanted because sometimes I'm frustrated at God and I try my best to not insult him because I love him. Is imaging to be someone else like a celebrity wrong?? I get the thoughts mostly when I do that. I imagine to be someone else everyday and it's weird I think but I really enjoy it but then I feel like I think sexually a little. The imaginations are based on someone I had a crush on. @faroukfarouk

 

[faroukfarouk]

I know about that verse but I'm struggling with the unwanted thoughts saying horrible things about God and I'm so confused if there unwanted because sometimes I'm frustrated at God and I try my best to not insult him because I love him. Is imaging to be someone else like a celebrity wrong?? I get the thoughts mostly when I do that. I imagine to be someone else everyday and it's weird I think but I really enjoy it but then I feel like I think sexually a little. The imaginations are based on someone I had a crush on. @faroukfarouk

It's good to have a daily Bible reading habit, reading it trustingly; and this way the mind is not empty for all sorts of strange ideas, but instead can pay attention to what God is saying to us, and the central theme of the Bible is the Lord Jesus and His love for sinners.

 

[Victoryismine]

I'm finding it really hard to engage in the word I just don't concentrate or
I wanna listen to music or go on my phone. @faroukfarouk

 

[faroukfarouk]

I'm finding it really hard to engage in the word I just don't concentrate or
I wanna listen to music or go on my phone. @faroukfarouk

Well, effort does bring rewards!

Imagine you are with a king or a president when he is speaking with you. Would you turn away and play with your 'phone? It's good to concentrate on God's Word.

 

[com7fy8]

First, if wrong thoughts come to you, this can be Satan's evil spirit (Ephesians 2:2) bringing this blasphemous and other stuff. It is not your fault that Satan does what he does; however, you need to not give in to it and join in thinking it.

"Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you." (James 4:7)

I feel like I'm restricted when it comes to music like when I listening to music I will get an unwanted blasphemous thought like calling god "stupid" or "serpent" because I feel so guilty for listening to the music with sweat word or sexual lyrics I just feel guilty and it makes me so upset and angry with God even more.

In case you are listening to ungodly music, you could be in a compromised spirit so that evil things can get the better of you. So, be strong in Jesus, instead, and we need to have our minds on things above . . . of His love.

Sexual entertainment can be not loving, but using people. So, get into loving and caring for people, and not only using them for entertainment, I consider.

God bless you I would say we all have things which we should not be allowing to continue in our minds.

 

[John Davidson]

Hi guys I've been really struggling with unwanted blasphemous thoughts about God and it is making me so unhappy. I try so hard to ignore these thoughts but I feel like God is forcing me to confess and I really don't want too because it's very frustrating. For example if I'm eating or listening to music I will have to stop what I'm doing and go and confess. For
Some reason it makes me so mad at God because I also have horrible death thoughts and horrible thoughts about harm so I feel like if it don't count mess God is going to punish me and make it come true or make it be "part of his will" I'm so angry with great God sometimes and I know it's not right. I feel like I have no relationship with him and I blame him for every frustrating thing that happens or has happend in my life. I feel like I'm restricted when it comes to music like when I listening to music I will get an unwanted blasphemous thought like calling god "stupid" or "serpent" because I feel so guilty for listening to the music with sweat word or sexual lyrics I just feel guilty and it makes me so upset and angry with God even more. I've really thought at one point that God was ruining my life because when I sin and feel guilty I have thoughts horrible thoughts of God threatening me with death thoughts and saying he will punish me if I don't stop which makes me angry with God and then I have the unswayed blasphemous thoughts. I have a lot of anxiety and
I have this fear that god will kill me or
Let something horrible happen to me and makes me angry at him and when in angry I feel he will
Make it happen. I feel like I have no peace and I can't do anything because Its sin and also the unwanted thoughts cause me frustration. Please someone help me I don't know why I'm so angry with God I
Really hate confessing because it causes me frustrating and puts me off praying. Please please help me someone..

Hi Victoryismine,
My first question is, do you listen to bad music and watch bad movies?

Garbage in garbage out.

If you are programming negative non-Christian things into your mind then that is the fruit you will receive.

 

[Julie.S]

No I have no medical issues @TravelerFarAwayFromHome

Do you possibly have ADD or ADHD? I have ADD and sometimes I get random thoughts in my head. You just have to ignore them.

 

[Boogeyman07]

What com7fy8 said is true. Those thoughts are not your own.... realize that and believe that and guess what, they will lose their power over you.
You might not like hearing this but you need drop all that stuff that you know in your heart is not good in His eyes... you said it yourself, you know its wrong and that it draws you away from Him, so keep fighting it and focus on growing closer to God all the time, make that your goal, use all your energy for that goal. You will see change if you do that I promise you. You might like a certain song soooo much but if it makes you feel like its hurting your relationship with God and that you don't need to be listening to it then guess what... you don't need to listen to it. Will you be mad? From the sound of it yeah you probably will be, but that's just the way it goes sometimes. You can't serve two masters. And He is the only master you want, you know that. A parent will discipline and guide their kids, they will tell them they can't have certain things or do certain things... a lot of times the children will be upset and get mad at their parents for it, they can't understand why their parents wont allow them to do or have those things, or why their parents wont just let them 'have fun'... obviously it's the parents looking out for their children and guiding them, they know what is best for them and only want was it best for them. And what happens? The children grow up, mature a little bit, and slowly but surely realize all the things their parents did was for a reason and they are happy that they had good parents to discipline them and guide their path... it made them better human beings in every aspect. Is God not an infinitely better Parent than any earthly one? Trust Him.
Don't beat yourself up and go into a mode of self pity thinking you are worthless every time you mess up, you'll just be back at square one if you do that. Remember that no one is perfect, we all struggle with stuff every day, that's the whole reason for Christ's sacrifice. "The battle is His once He has conquered your heart" ... You are not strong enough to overcome your problems, you never will be, just give your heart to Him and He will take care of everything else. Focus on Him, trust He will help you, read your bible every day (start the new testament and read it all the way through if you havent already), pray all the time, open up your heart to Him. Run to Him, start fighting, be strong.

 

[paul1149]

The thoughts are obviously not from your heart, or you wouldn't be distressed by them. The question is what to do about them. Please watch this video. http://j.mp/resistdevil

 

[Victoryismine]

@Boogeyman07 @Julie.S @faroukfarouk @John Davidson @com7fy8 Thw horrible threats and thoughts in my head that I think are from God are they really from
Him? Like for example if
I I'm
Sinning I will have thoughts saying like "stop or I will kill you"' I have quite a few fears that I'm terrified to type because for some reason I feel like God will make it come
True. This makes
Me
Angry and upset with God because i feel like he sends me
Horrible signs about death warning me that he will
Kill me or make
One of my fears come true especially when it I'm
Imagining to be someone else like a celebrity or someone I find pretty. I
Have thoughts of
Him threatening me and making my anxiety thoughts come true or just letting it happen because it's part of his "will" or
To punish me for my sins?? Is this gods thoughts or just the devil?

 

[John Davidson]

@Boogeyman07 @Julie.S @faroukfarouk @John Davidson @com7fy8 Thw horrible threats and thoughts in my head that I think are from God are they really from
Him? Like for example if
I I'm
Sinning I will have thoughts saying like "stop or I will kill you"' I have quite a few fears that I'm terrified to type because for some reason I feel like God will make it come
True. This makes
Me
Angry and upset with God because i feel like he sends me
Horrible signs about death warning me that he will
Kill me or make
One of my fears come true especially when it I'm
Imagining to be someone else like a celebrity or someone I find pretty. I
Have thoughts of
Him threatening me and making my anxiety thoughts come true or just letting it happen because it's part of his "will" or
To punish me for my sins?? Is this gods thoughts or just the devil?

It's just your own thoughts in your own mind. It's not God. God's word is the bible.

 

[Victoryismine]

@John Davidson will
He make
It come true to punish me ?? Sorry I'm
Just a teen who's still
Learning about my faith

 

[Boogeyman07]

@Boogeyman07 @Julie.S @faroukfarouk @John Davidson @com7fy8 Thw horrible threats and thoughts in my head that I think are from God are they really from
Him? Like for example if
I I'm
Sinning I will have thoughts saying like "stop or I will kill you"' I have quite a few fears that I'm terrified to type because for some reason I feel like God will make it come
True. This makes
Me
Angry and upset with God because i feel like he sends me
Horrible signs about death warning me that he will
Kill me or make
One of my fears come true especially when it I'm
Imagining to be someone else like a celebrity or someone I find pretty. I
Have thoughts of
Him threatening me and making my anxiety thoughts come true or just letting it happen because it's part of his "will" or
To punish me for my sins?? Is this gods thoughts or just the devil?

They're not of God. They are from the enemy..satan and his followers. Don't let that discourage you either though, God has defeated them. They influence many people's thoughts. Like I mentioned just realize they are not your thoughts, you are ok, God loves you and does not want you to die... hence His magnificent gift of Christ's sacrifice, to defeat death and give us life. When you get the thoughts don't focus on them, do your best to pay no attention to them, begin praying and focus on other things. The bad thoughts will only hold as much power as you allow them to.

 

[faroukfarouk]

@John Davidson will
He make
It come true to punish me ?? Sorry I'm
Just a teen who's still
Learning about my faith

God sent the Saviour, so that if we believe in Him, we will have eternal life instead of being punished for our sins (see John 3.16); it's a wonderful promise!

 

[Julie.S]

I will be honest I think you may need to go see a doctor if you are having thoughts of self harm in any way. I don't think this is God and I am worried for you.

 

[John Davidson]

@John Davidson will
He make
It come true to punish me ?? Sorry I'm
Just a teen who's still
Learning about my faith

No. We all have weird thoughts sometimes.

The scripture says to conform our minds to the thoughts of Christ.

We do that by studying his word - the bible.