I am just now realizing that i am in love with God. The whole world seems to be arguing and fighting over just about everything. I have been there. I know i cannot prove God exists no more than i can disprove he exists, but in my heart i am loving God deeply never the less because he makes me so happy. I have been through self condemnation and hatred, deep and difficult struggles in faith, struggles in politics and religion, hardships of life and spirit. I have seen life at its best and worse ... and in the end i am loving God so much because he puts love and hope in my heart through faith in Jesus Christ. In the end, this is all that i want anymore. Praise the Lord, my God.