Speaking for myself only. I became an atheist long before I encountered any hostility from theists. Quite the contrary. I was raised in a somewhat god believing non church going family. When I was around 10 or 11, they had me go to Sunday school. The very nice christian lady didn't talk about satan, or fire and brimstone or evil atheists. Instead we were taken through genesis complete with pictures of the ark with the giraffes' heads sticking out. I'm sure there was a lot more.
After a few Sundays, I dropped out. Soon thereafter, reflecting on what I had "learned", I realized that the whole god thing was silly and on a level with santa claus and comic book characters. That was a long time ago. The more I learned about the bible, religions and science, the more certain I became that my decision was right.
I have also wondered why very intelligent people could believe in such things. I know many religious people. What I have found is that religion is indoctrinated into the minds of children before they learn to walk or talk. It is like learning your native language. Once embedded, it's hard to overcome.
Greetings ecco,
Interesting thoughts. As a child, I too, was incredulous with some of the Bible stories... but as an adult I realize that every civilization, every culture, all parts of the world, have a flood story. This can't just be coincidence.
Then there's all the archaeological evidence that supports the things we read about in the Bible (with the exception of the Exodus from Egypt, and lack of evidence, even of slavery).
I have come to believe that the Hebrew people were good story tellers (they will say this of themselves even) and that alot of the tales were probably embellishments, ways to make the story interesting so that their history would be re-told and preserved. I do question how much was just what they made up about their own history. When I read the old testament literature, alot of it reads to me like human justifications for warring, i.e., bad behavior.
The people in the old testament aren't too admirable.
Jacob cheated his brother Esau
Laban cheated Jacob, and in return Jacob then cheated Laban
The fact that Moses was taken in by the Midianites and found his wife among them and married, and then came back and killed them all... yeah, not too admirable.
The king who 'held God's heart', David, was a womanizer, adulterer, and murderer...
In fact I often question if their god wasn't evil.
The patriarch of it all Abraham seemed to have honorable intentions when he set out on his own, a 'man of God', with a promise from God,
but the generations after him seem to go all to hell.
Like I said earlier, what I keep finding that I can't deny is Yshwe,
and he never denied the Jewish history, and that same God.
11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child...
but as an adult I understand,
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face:
now I know in part; but then(when we meet our maker) shall I know [in full]