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gideons300
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My dear brothers and sisters in the Lord, some have asked me why do I talk so much about sin? Why am I not balanced and talk about grace, not sin? It is simple.
We are not ready for the most part to hear the message of what grace can really accomplish in our lives. We as the modern church have received grace for forgiveness, and multitudes have been forgiven. But that, guys, is the beginning of our race, not the end of it. Grace has more for us, but it can be appropriated only when we are prepared to receive it, and that comes only when we realize that God hates sin and wants us holy, not just forgiven. He longs for us to realize that it is our very old nature that is the culprit, but we cannot see that at first.
We think "Ok, I have to give up ________." And so we try. Some succeed, some struggle. For me it was porn. But there was a problem, for even when I succeeded, I still wanted to go there. And I still had lust in my heart and my thought life. Was I holy? No. Was I joyful? No.
So may I ask you, what spiritual exercise does one do to cut out thought sins, and sins of the heart? Not talking about it does NOTHING. Neither did going to church, becoming a pastor, fasting for up to 21 days, reading and memorizing large portions of scripture, doing prison ministry, or talking homeless into my house. The passage of time? Ha! 38 years and the battle still raged within me.
Why? Why didn't the spiritual armor God had given me work? Because I had a traitor inside the armor. A part of me.... my black dog.... was always waiting to lower the castle gate and let the enemy come in like a flood, and never did I have peace, for I always knew that no matter how tightly I tried to bind my flesh, no matter how I tried to ignore temptation, at some point, I was going to lose the battle all over again.
I was double minded, you see, just as everyone is who is saved but still walking in their lower nature. And what does the word tell us to do if we find ourselves in such a state?
"Cleanse your hands you sinners. Purify your hearts, you double minded"
And exactly how do we do that? Our current take on grace offers no answer other than:
"Ignore it, and let time pass, you'll get over it eventually. But hey, it is no biggie, because you are holy in God's eyes anyway, so don't lose any sleep on it, or listen to any talk about sin, for that will make it worse."
And that, dear brother, is the very reason why the church today is in the shape it is in, half hearted and lukewarm. Do we not see? If the white dog in us is hot, and loves God, and the black dog in us is rebellious and loves sin, and they both are a part of us, what does this mixture, this double mindedness produce in us? LUKEWARMNESS. Many feel accused as if I am saying they do not love God, but that is not it at all. We may worship with the best of them, and feed the poor, and do all sorts of things FOR God, but ultimately, once sin is factored in, the result is invariably a mixed life, a life where we love God AND we love self, and that cannot continue.
Why do I speak much on sin? Because our hearts for the most part are unprepared for the deeper revelation of what grace can do for us. If it is "by grace, through faith" and we are not convicted of impurity in thought and deed, and thus see no need for it, we can never believe for it. The real mother load of grace, where God purifies our heart, where the black dog is cut out of the equation, where the power to 0overcome the world, the flesh and the devil is found, remains hidden from us.
And that is what God is beginning to do for us in these last hours. We are being urged by the Spirit to awake to righteousness, and light our lamps and become light with NO dark, but until we want it, and until we see it will take a miracle, and until our desperation to be free from the grip of the old nature causes us to resist sin even unto blood, seeking Him with our WHOLE hearts, all will remain as it is, and "as it is" will not cut it in the coming darkness.
Grace was not given to us to ignore sin in our lives, but to cut it out of us, to implant in us brand new natures, glory to God! But that will come when we stop being content with forgiveness, and we hunger and thirst for righteousness, for purity of heart, for it is these who will see God.
Why do I speak so much on sin? Because the pendulum that once was hard against sin in years and generations past offered no end to the battle, no way to finally put a stake in the heart of the black dog inside us, and thus, in these last days, just as the scriptures tell us, the pendulum has swung back the other way, and a false grace, a grace where the Spirit causing us to be convicted inside us is silenced, has assured millions that our God is so good, that even if we do not hate our sin, even if we do not repent, even if we continue in sin that grace will STILL abound.
Why do I speak so outspokenly against sin? If we can sin and then confess it and be cleansed of it, what is the big deal with sin anyway? Here is the reason. Sin continuing in the life of a believer hardens the heart. Falling into sin may break our heart when we are first saved but eventually no longer does that. Our conviction lessens, our repentance begins to lack tears, and eventually we simply go through the motions of confession, for:
"Hey, after all we are only sinners anyway, and no one is perfect, but praise God I have grace!"
Unfortunately, the last phase of that road is that when we are tempted to sin, we do so with minimal hesitancy, for we are presuming upon grace to forgive us before we even sin. THAT is grace turned into lasciviousness. There awaits death lest we escape the blindness that afflicts us.
Real grace awaits every single child of God.... grace to cut out the black dog from our hearts. There is where the rest is found, when we cease from our own efforts and believe that the old nature is dead. BUT, none can believe for such a miracle until sin becomes exceedingly sinful, and the old nature is totally exposed to us as a traitor and we want to be freed from its grasp.
It is THEN that grace will be talked about and glorified, and all talk of sin ceases. But we are not there yet, dear brother, and so it is time we listened to clear warnings given to us by God. Sin will kill us if we let it.
Blessings,
Gideon
We are not ready for the most part to hear the message of what grace can really accomplish in our lives. We as the modern church have received grace for forgiveness, and multitudes have been forgiven. But that, guys, is the beginning of our race, not the end of it. Grace has more for us, but it can be appropriated only when we are prepared to receive it, and that comes only when we realize that God hates sin and wants us holy, not just forgiven. He longs for us to realize that it is our very old nature that is the culprit, but we cannot see that at first.
We think "Ok, I have to give up ________." And so we try. Some succeed, some struggle. For me it was porn. But there was a problem, for even when I succeeded, I still wanted to go there. And I still had lust in my heart and my thought life. Was I holy? No. Was I joyful? No.
So may I ask you, what spiritual exercise does one do to cut out thought sins, and sins of the heart? Not talking about it does NOTHING. Neither did going to church, becoming a pastor, fasting for up to 21 days, reading and memorizing large portions of scripture, doing prison ministry, or talking homeless into my house. The passage of time? Ha! 38 years and the battle still raged within me.
Why? Why didn't the spiritual armor God had given me work? Because I had a traitor inside the armor. A part of me.... my black dog.... was always waiting to lower the castle gate and let the enemy come in like a flood, and never did I have peace, for I always knew that no matter how tightly I tried to bind my flesh, no matter how I tried to ignore temptation, at some point, I was going to lose the battle all over again.
I was double minded, you see, just as everyone is who is saved but still walking in their lower nature. And what does the word tell us to do if we find ourselves in such a state?
"Cleanse your hands you sinners. Purify your hearts, you double minded"
And exactly how do we do that? Our current take on grace offers no answer other than:
"Ignore it, and let time pass, you'll get over it eventually. But hey, it is no biggie, because you are holy in God's eyes anyway, so don't lose any sleep on it, or listen to any talk about sin, for that will make it worse."
And that, dear brother, is the very reason why the church today is in the shape it is in, half hearted and lukewarm. Do we not see? If the white dog in us is hot, and loves God, and the black dog in us is rebellious and loves sin, and they both are a part of us, what does this mixture, this double mindedness produce in us? LUKEWARMNESS. Many feel accused as if I am saying they do not love God, but that is not it at all. We may worship with the best of them, and feed the poor, and do all sorts of things FOR God, but ultimately, once sin is factored in, the result is invariably a mixed life, a life where we love God AND we love self, and that cannot continue.
Why do I speak much on sin? Because our hearts for the most part are unprepared for the deeper revelation of what grace can do for us. If it is "by grace, through faith" and we are not convicted of impurity in thought and deed, and thus see no need for it, we can never believe for it. The real mother load of grace, where God purifies our heart, where the black dog is cut out of the equation, where the power to 0overcome the world, the flesh and the devil is found, remains hidden from us.
And that is what God is beginning to do for us in these last hours. We are being urged by the Spirit to awake to righteousness, and light our lamps and become light with NO dark, but until we want it, and until we see it will take a miracle, and until our desperation to be free from the grip of the old nature causes us to resist sin even unto blood, seeking Him with our WHOLE hearts, all will remain as it is, and "as it is" will not cut it in the coming darkness.
Grace was not given to us to ignore sin in our lives, but to cut it out of us, to implant in us brand new natures, glory to God! But that will come when we stop being content with forgiveness, and we hunger and thirst for righteousness, for purity of heart, for it is these who will see God.
Why do I speak so much on sin? Because the pendulum that once was hard against sin in years and generations past offered no end to the battle, no way to finally put a stake in the heart of the black dog inside us, and thus, in these last days, just as the scriptures tell us, the pendulum has swung back the other way, and a false grace, a grace where the Spirit causing us to be convicted inside us is silenced, has assured millions that our God is so good, that even if we do not hate our sin, even if we do not repent, even if we continue in sin that grace will STILL abound.
Why do I speak so outspokenly against sin? If we can sin and then confess it and be cleansed of it, what is the big deal with sin anyway? Here is the reason. Sin continuing in the life of a believer hardens the heart. Falling into sin may break our heart when we are first saved but eventually no longer does that. Our conviction lessens, our repentance begins to lack tears, and eventually we simply go through the motions of confession, for:
"Hey, after all we are only sinners anyway, and no one is perfect, but praise God I have grace!"
Unfortunately, the last phase of that road is that when we are tempted to sin, we do so with minimal hesitancy, for we are presuming upon grace to forgive us before we even sin. THAT is grace turned into lasciviousness. There awaits death lest we escape the blindness that afflicts us.
Real grace awaits every single child of God.... grace to cut out the black dog from our hearts. There is where the rest is found, when we cease from our own efforts and believe that the old nature is dead. BUT, none can believe for such a miracle until sin becomes exceedingly sinful, and the old nature is totally exposed to us as a traitor and we want to be freed from its grasp.
It is THEN that grace will be talked about and glorified, and all talk of sin ceases. But we are not there yet, dear brother, and so it is time we listened to clear warnings given to us by God. Sin will kill us if we let it.
Blessings,
Gideon