I got into WoF in the late nineties, through Kenneth Hagins books. I was attending a WoF oriented church at the time, which experienced signs and wonders. My efforts with faith declarations didnt work for me. I then transitioned into the grace message in the mid-noughties, and followed Joseph Prince.
I was very insecure when I studied WoF and struggled with anxiety and depression. The grace message was one of the best things that ever happened to me it helped me to become a lot more mature and balanced. Im not anti-WoF and I have a lot of respect for Kenneth Hagin, but I do have my reservations about WoF. I think the biggest problem is the rather predictable reaction of insecure people towards WoF. Im now keen to revisit WoF, discover why it didnt work and how I can work with it now.
Hagin seemed to focus almost entirely on faith for healing and finances. Hagin often says that his faith teaching can be applied to anything else the Bible promises but its always a side-note. Most of his anecdotes centre round full time ministry no surprises there as he was a minister. But it becomes hard to relate to those anecdotes and apply them to your life, if youre not in the ministry. Id rather hear anecdotes from people with secular jobs, like myself. Theres also a lot of attention drawn towards the miraculous, which I became obsessed with. I think miracles can lead to unrealistic expectations. I think this has a lot to do with the issues I had with WoF. I also believe other, insecure people also have these issues.
I struggled quite a lot with my life especially with my emotions, relationships and career. I felt like something was missing in my life. I had my basic material needs met but wasnt satisfied. I felt like I was okay at the time but what if this or that happened in the future? I wanted to accumulate wealth to make me feel more secure about an uncertain future especially as so many things tended to go badly in my life. This was also a time when the cost of living was skyrocketing remember the house price bubble and credit crunch? I became besotted with performance and job titles and salary figures. So I tried to use faith confessions for these specific things, as well a big-ticket items and lump sums of money. Despite me paying a double-tithe at the time my efforts didnt work.
Now I see that I should have used faith confessions for what I really needed: love, peace, joy, relationships and career. I should have developed a trust in God that He would meet my needs without trying to validate and measure exactly what that would look like and what it would include. Life is not a competition, after all; theres no Bible verse that says youll drive a better car than you neighbour, for instance. It takes trust in God that his prosperity for you will be good enough.
I needed faith to get more of the divine nature that the Bible talks about, operating in me. The problem is though is that most ministers see this as something that you make an effort of the will to do as if youre in perfect, conscious control of how you think, feel and act. I believe this is nonsense as most, if not all, of what we do arises from the subconscious, not conscious, mind. We have people like Joyce Meyer talking about principles: make sure youre kind to people; always be patient, no matter whats going on in your life; and so on.
The Bible actually says that things like patience are an aspect of love, which is a gift from God. Some people would say, There you are, the Bible says you have it so its up to you to use it! But the Bible says that weve already been healed so why arent we all automatically healed? Its because we need to use faith to experience what the Bible has promised us why dont we take the same approach with things like love, peace, joy and patience? Ministers never teach on faith for patience so we never apply it.
Does this resonate with anyone? Can we use faith to get more of what the Bible tells us about love and the divine nature, operating in our lives?
I was very insecure when I studied WoF and struggled with anxiety and depression. The grace message was one of the best things that ever happened to me it helped me to become a lot more mature and balanced. Im not anti-WoF and I have a lot of respect for Kenneth Hagin, but I do have my reservations about WoF. I think the biggest problem is the rather predictable reaction of insecure people towards WoF. Im now keen to revisit WoF, discover why it didnt work and how I can work with it now.
Hagin seemed to focus almost entirely on faith for healing and finances. Hagin often says that his faith teaching can be applied to anything else the Bible promises but its always a side-note. Most of his anecdotes centre round full time ministry no surprises there as he was a minister. But it becomes hard to relate to those anecdotes and apply them to your life, if youre not in the ministry. Id rather hear anecdotes from people with secular jobs, like myself. Theres also a lot of attention drawn towards the miraculous, which I became obsessed with. I think miracles can lead to unrealistic expectations. I think this has a lot to do with the issues I had with WoF. I also believe other, insecure people also have these issues.
I struggled quite a lot with my life especially with my emotions, relationships and career. I felt like something was missing in my life. I had my basic material needs met but wasnt satisfied. I felt like I was okay at the time but what if this or that happened in the future? I wanted to accumulate wealth to make me feel more secure about an uncertain future especially as so many things tended to go badly in my life. This was also a time when the cost of living was skyrocketing remember the house price bubble and credit crunch? I became besotted with performance and job titles and salary figures. So I tried to use faith confessions for these specific things, as well a big-ticket items and lump sums of money. Despite me paying a double-tithe at the time my efforts didnt work.
Now I see that I should have used faith confessions for what I really needed: love, peace, joy, relationships and career. I should have developed a trust in God that He would meet my needs without trying to validate and measure exactly what that would look like and what it would include. Life is not a competition, after all; theres no Bible verse that says youll drive a better car than you neighbour, for instance. It takes trust in God that his prosperity for you will be good enough.
I needed faith to get more of the divine nature that the Bible talks about, operating in me. The problem is though is that most ministers see this as something that you make an effort of the will to do as if youre in perfect, conscious control of how you think, feel and act. I believe this is nonsense as most, if not all, of what we do arises from the subconscious, not conscious, mind. We have people like Joyce Meyer talking about principles: make sure youre kind to people; always be patient, no matter whats going on in your life; and so on.
The Bible actually says that things like patience are an aspect of love, which is a gift from God. Some people would say, There you are, the Bible says you have it so its up to you to use it! But the Bible says that weve already been healed so why arent we all automatically healed? Its because we need to use faith to experience what the Bible has promised us why dont we take the same approach with things like love, peace, joy and patience? Ministers never teach on faith for patience so we never apply it.
Does this resonate with anyone? Can we use faith to get more of what the Bible tells us about love and the divine nature, operating in our lives?