I have been on my knees begging God for a better job opportunity with certainty, even though by sight it seems hopeless. I am on the ASD spectrum, and that affects the way I relate to society, so opportunities that match me are limited. I need for people who wil care enough to give me, someone with unique analytical, writing, visual skills a chance. I have been stuck in the same grade for 8 years. Our income is not keeping up with our goals, and it's hurting us financially. Pray that more people are sent by God to listen to the story of my plight. Pray for God to give me favor with the right person whom God can provide an amazing open door through. I need to find ASD organizations who can help my family get out of our rut and really fulfill what God has called us to do. I acted out in frustration like a rebel kid at work last week, and I know it was wrong, but I was trying to get a hold of someone at an ASD organization to help our family and was having trouble getting a hold of someone. I was written up. I pray for favor and I am getting the opposite. My future appears uncertain, but I will not stop asking, seeking or knocking on heaven's door. I am persistent like the widow. I will keep asking God to open doors for the rest of my life if I have to. Please don't doubt that God my heart wants the same thing God does for me. I am growing increasingly desperate, but I know that my faith filled prayers are powerful and shall not be for naught. It is not of selfishness for believing God for big things, it is faith. It is not putting God to a foolish test to pursue those things he has placed on your heart by a leap of faith, even though you may not know 100% how the details will work themselves out. God wants His children to be bold like we have been. I refuse for my ASD to keep me from a normal life serving God. I know that I need a change. I choose to believe that I am not incorrect in what I believe and the actions and decisions I make. Please pray for God to finally grant increased favor to me in the form of increased finances and increased connections who will side with us. Thank you.
God Bless You All!
Your sister in Christ
Janet
God Bless You All!
Your sister in Christ
Janet