If by childish conclusions you mean God as creator, then you were correct.
One of several options.
However given I cannot remember how I thought when I looked at the night sky at five I cannot say what I thought. All I know is that I have never been a theist for as long as I have known what the word meant.
However, you have chosen to reject that simple self-evident truth for a lie and have chosen to fashion the world according to your own liking.
That belief in a God might be intuitive does not make it true and certainly not "self-evident." It simply means that our intuition has the capacity to mislead and misinform us. What matters is that now I have no drive, nor instinct whatsoever towards a God. The very idea of following a God comes across to me as static noise and feels repellent.
Now those I can tell you are instinctive responses and I will further say I cannot in good conscience adulate or worship any God.
I have not additionally decided to "fashion the world according to my own liking" (whatever that means).
This is what the Scriptures speak of when they say that men exchange the truth of God for a lie.
The scriptures have some ready made explanation for why people disbelieve? Who'd have thought it! The scriptures also fashion this explanation to be so vague and all-encompassing that it can in fact encompass
everyone.
The lie allows them to live free of the righteous requirements of God. This amounts to worshiping the creature instead of the Creator.
My disbelief of God has nothing to do with worshiping other things nor does it have anything to do with trying to live free of his "righteous" requirements. You might have noticed but I disbelieve in all asserted Gods, not just the God of the Bible.
This is what is described as idol worship.
I guess it is simple to describe anything as anything when you have no kind of definition holding you back. Red is green and blue is apples whilst apples are oranges.
Anything goes in fantasy land!
A person either reverences God, or himself.
There is no third option.
I'm afraid there is.
You or your scriptures declaration of otherwise makes no odds to that.
Lucifer that one who became so consumed with pride that he said in his heart he would be as God, fell from the height of heaven because he worshipped himself instead of the God of all Glory.
A good job then that I am not Lucifer, not worshiping myself and not attempting to be as God.