kranberrydude
'I do not want my image of God. I want God.'- CSL
I remember asking multiple things. Asked to be shown that I needed faith in Jesus to be saved from Hell, if God existed, if Jesus's work was true, if God/Jesus would reveal Himself to me (the concepts were intertwined in my mind, so I couldn't separate "Jesus" from "God") that kind of stuff. This was a decade ago and I don't remember all the specifics. It took me 2-3 years of this doubting phase before I started to think that either I wasn't supposed to be on that path or nobody was listening. It would take another seven for me to find my belief in God.
Forgive me for jumping to assumptions, but if you're going to respond that I didn't ask the correct questions and that I need a new set, please don't bother. The God I worship knows my heart and would not withhold knowledge because I didn't phrase the question correctly. He is not someone like Loki.
What gospeloffensive said is something that i would've said, b&wpac7 have you pondered on what he said? or plan to? maybe Jesus talked to you in a way you were not expecting...He will show you how all this time He's been calling you and its been you who wasn't listening to His still small voice, telling you He still loves you, and wants only whats best for you, like any good Father would.
But the point was to personally ask God to reveal himself to you which you don't mention in your post, you can read the bible from Genesis to Revelations, went to church all your life but if you don't ask him sincerely to reveal himself to you and then be humble enough to be receive any revelations of himself by whatever means he chooses to even if he reveals himself in a way you didn't expect.Though this is addressed to another poster, I feel I should mention that I have done precisely this. Back in college I was very interested in Christianity. I read the entire Bible, went to churches, attended Bible studies, etc. I ended up deciding not to convert and abandon the religious heritage I already have. In effect, I did go on with my life. Christians seem to be under the impression that anyone who is sufficiently exposed to the Bible and Christian community will end up converting; this isn't the case.
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