Hannah...
You've been discouraged about something lately. You've been not as joyful as you used to be. Depression sunk in. Ya know what? All ya gotta do is look unto Him. Don't let your natural mind and eyes seep in. Always keep on your supernatural spiritual mind and eyes workin! lol...They work miracles! (Literally! haha...)
Ta-dah! Josh my brother...only God could have revealed that to you. Well, at least I thought I was hiding my severe depression. But, I am getting grief help...SOON! So, I'm just hanging in here for now...in HIS ARMS! Amen!
I will just give you a gist of my sadness...I don't know why anyone would care...maybe I just need to say this to people who won't judge me! Okay, I don't know if anyone here knew or knows that my mother passed away last summer, shortly after her passing...like three weeks later...my dad, married my aunt...who has NOW convinced him to move to Florida and leave "his family" in the dust...so I am kinda mad at her and him...BUT...I also know that "this too shall pass" and also yesterday would have been mommy's 76th birthday. Which it took til last night for me to think that maybe..just maybe...that may have had something to do with me being exordinarily low! Sorry, if I bummed anyone out!
That is totally NOT my purpose here, and also totally off topic, and I'm sorry!
I KNOW why I am here..and what I have to do...and sitting around feeling sorry for myself ISN'T IT! AMEN!!!
He has given me some awesome surprises over the years, and led me into having great faith, and sharing my faith with others...and MY USUAL JOY...IN HIM for all to see! I am repenting of my selfishness at this moment. I know I am better than my actions have been of late...please sisters and brothers...just forgive me...I promise I'll come back around...already feeling better just talking about my sorrow this week! THANKS for listening, or reading!

I love you all with the LOVE HE gave me in which to love with, amen! your sis...the BANANA
Hey, at least "this time" I didn't hit the ward!
BTW...Thanks Josh for asking!
