I like the take on it in Luke 14:15-24, especially verses 21 - 23 :
21 So that servant came, and shewed his lord these things. Then the master of the house being angry said to his servant, Go out quickly into the streets and lanes of the city, and bring in hither the poor, and the maimed, and the halt, and the blind.
22 And the servant said, Lord, it is done as thou hast commanded, and yet there is room.
23 And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled.
I know this post is off topic but in light of what you posted here, this passage came to mind and of anything ever written in the Word, this told me there was hope for someone like me. I have been one of those in the streets and hedges.