Hello, everyone. I am new here and very very thankful that I found this place.
I'm not sure when it was that I first believed. It feels like something that has always been in my heart, been a part of me until it came to the surface full force. I believe fully and without doubt.
However I do worry/struggle pretty much daily. I worry about my husband, as his faith is not as strong. I worry about my children, will I raise them right and to believe. I worry everyday whether I am doing right, whether the Lord knows that my heart is trying, I am trying.
I try not to pray to much for things for myself, usually I just ask for guidance and to help me watch over my children. I have trouble reading the bible, I bought the NKJV because I thought that the more modern use of language would be easier for me. I have found that I pick it up even less because when I put it down I feel more confused.
I guess my question is, is it enough for me to just believe and try? I run into so many people who say I have to do this or that to be a true christian. I feel like that isn't true, that the Lord knows whats in my heart and that is what matters. Am I right?
I'm not sure when it was that I first believed. It feels like something that has always been in my heart, been a part of me until it came to the surface full force. I believe fully and without doubt.
However I do worry/struggle pretty much daily. I worry about my husband, as his faith is not as strong. I worry about my children, will I raise them right and to believe. I worry everyday whether I am doing right, whether the Lord knows that my heart is trying, I am trying.
I try not to pray to much for things for myself, usually I just ask for guidance and to help me watch over my children. I have trouble reading the bible, I bought the NKJV because I thought that the more modern use of language would be easier for me. I have found that I pick it up even less because when I put it down I feel more confused.
I guess my question is, is it enough for me to just believe and try? I run into so many people who say I have to do this or that to be a true christian. I feel like that isn't true, that the Lord knows whats in my heart and that is what matters. Am I right?